moonless night

2009-04-22T23:52:00.002+08:00

My blog is so gonna die if i dun update anymore... i shall do it while i have the time now.. before i start wat i wanna type i shall wish my DEAR wife HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hope you enjoyed ur little surprise from us!=)

okok i shall say about today's surprise... there was quite a number of times where the plan got so screwed that i was gettting so frustrated alr.. luckily i tried to get things right and everything went on smoothly... although it was a surprise, i was VERY nervous and scared myself coz i scared it wldnt be gd enough or smthg wld go wrong or smthg heheXD bt thank God everything went smoothly and thnx all those who were present and this includes clement aini sx rj rastus rasmus and of course CHRISTABEL!! =) we surprise fin le we go eat pizza hut and then shop for et pressie=) then aft tt went down to sam's hse for another surprise party BBQ and then came home about 1115pm i guess.. just hope everyone enjoyed themselves tdy!! ;)

throughout my entire hols actually i was quite occupied... worked for about 1.5 weeks then went out with ppl like sx, chris, rj, sf, shawn, jh, melmel, becks etc. the hols was made to gd use and some special things i did was tt i went for my FIRST overnight cycling with rj sf and shawn and it was VERY fun!! just tt my butt hurts ALOT aft tt heheXD a gd exp and i guess i dun mind going again!! okok tts all for now and update soon!=)

2009-03-16T23:00:00.007+08:00

im back to blog!!! if nt my blog is so gonna die.. okok i shall start slowly...

----Sat 14/03/08-----

Went over to fajar early in the morning and like woke up at 6am was dam tiring... somemore the night before i cnt slp.. it made things worse.. i took the super long train ride and UBER long lrt ride was killing me and i gt there about 745am then was too scared to go to the court so was loitering around the playground there then see them warm up at the little corner there.. then waited like so long b4 they actually started but i still dun dare go the court and sit coz paiseh ma.. then in the end my leg very suan liao then since zs sit the side so i go sit there also lorh heheXD

the weather was very good tt day i guess then got abit sunburn from it.. the competition was ok la i guess apart from all the injuries they all got and all tt fouls tt were NT caught by tt kuku head referee it was alright i guess.. a little disappointing for nt clinching the top 3 bt as long as they had fun ok le lo.. haha the star of the day shld be sf ba.. his block tt day was WA! and followed by his 3 pt.. in tt noisy fat guy's face was the best.. hah! aft the comp they play play abit then sit down rest and talk then discuss wat to do aft tt lo.. suppose to go 10,000bc campfire de so wanted to go out with them till night so discuss liao i wait for them at void deck for rj and sf to bathe fin then we go meet shawn ang.

aft tt we go bp plaza i think then met shawn and this other guy i think call huilong or smthg.. dunno his name la he gt many many.. then frm there they see dunno wat slippers then xbox console then see graphic card then go buy some green apple bubbletea then went foodcourt to eat lunch coz non of us ate lunch yet.. rj ate curry veg with rice, sf ate curry veg with noodles and bread and shawn too.. the other guy ate some rice with liao then i ate jap food!! all nt bad i guess.. then went off to bukit timah there go play pool=) and yes i was the loser of the day who did nt win any.. and i 100% plus cho with guarantee sf is tyco win de!! haha they caught the little ultraman toy for me with tt catching machine outside lol..

aft tt we ate pizza hut there also coz we scared causeway pt there many ppl no seat so they ate again.. so full la in the end i ate a little bit only and rj cn still say i all day hungry! kuku bird... then aft tt we waited for cab in the rain and no cab was coming and we were gonna be late for movie!!! finally one came and we boarded.. they insisted to watch coming soon.. and i was like dam scared bt they insist.. so i insisted on NT sitting at the side so was in between sf and rj and the ultraman toy was in my face like more than half the time.. throughout the show sf was like telling me when the ghost was coming out all and i pracitcally jumped for one part la kuku bird he nv tell me roar! then rj beside me happily eating popcorn all so noisy... oh ya and i was FREAKIN cold!! then aft tt go home le... they wanted to l4d bt rj want watch caicaicai so we plan 1am play de bt by then sf fall aslp liao.. i dunno hw tt happens bt he just did.. then super tired go slp le=)

----sun 15/03/09-----

woke up rather late bt nt very late la was kinda half awake when i woke up.. coz i needed go church ma so 10 smthg have to wake up le.. so proud of myself la i went alone.. woohoo! realise go alone although lonely bt since no one to talk to also will pay more attention so is gd=) aft tt bought lunch home and my naughty little cousins came over today.. goodness gracious.. wasnt too bad ba i ate fin my lunch then do abit thing then too tired go back slp le..

woke up then since sebbs ask me go 10,000bc camp night i go lorh.. freakin bus took me like 1hr is all the way at marine parade!! yao le wo de ming... then the bus uncle also blur blur luckily i base on my memory ask him was it the stop he just missed then he say "errr just nw down there like gt one sec sch.." then i was like -.- ok nvm i gt down the next stop and walk back.. the stop like quite far.. then msg sebbs thought i lost my way la.. then called jerome ask him come pick m frm gate=)

the night was great.. they had night trust walk bt i nv participate then had affirmation, washing of feet and mini p&w... had to catch uup with my dear wife and the affirmation really brought us closer i guess.. i nv regret going down although it took me like 1hr!! roar!! then coz it ended like 12 like tt ate supper there which i think i gt food poisoning then coz i nv eat dinner so i ate like 2 bowls and here i am dying... then sherwin drive me home then use com awhile then go slp le=)

tts all about it this weekend and i hope to blog more often!! =)

2009-02-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

Haven had so much fun in 2 days straight liao..

ystd went to jurong point with jh and rj.. called sx but she cld not leave bcomm coz teacher dun allow sad case.. then we went jurong pt eat pizza hut for lunch.. they ate curry baked rice i ate beef lagsane (hmm did i spell it correctly?) and then we walked around DAMM long just to get their presssies.. guys shop really very long too! so tired leh by the end of the day.. then in the end gt a shirt and chain frm spade for rj and we went off to lot 1 to eat dinner coz by then jurong point too crowded le=) we ate ljs then walk abit more went home le lo... the way home for me VERY long.. haha bishan to cck or bp is really too much lol!

tdy went to meet zw rj and jh bt was late coz needed to stay home to do the stupid eba haha.. played mahjong at jh house watched this funny anime then left home to meet the rest le.. had about 11 ppl went for the dinner celebration.. the food was not bad.. then went to mambo to play pool.. left only about 8 of us playing in the end.. had great games with rj shonfan shawn jh zw yy sx.. was quite fun though i was noobb... sry for the burden my partners! lol.. had a great day with ur and...

HAPPY BDAY TO JIANHAO AND RUNJIE!! =)))

2009-01-22T17:14:00.002+08:00

Today has been one of the worse day of my life!! everything started ystd midnight... i was doing my fit late at night becoz i only gt it at night so was trying to edit and make everything nice nice then had to print somemore... aft submission... our grp's project exceeded the plagiarism limit!! wat was worse was that i was very angry with someone while doing the proj and aft i realised tt our project was so screwed i started panicking! wat made it worse was tt i had no one there to share my thoughts with!! luckily davin and suj haven slp yet... was talking to them although we cnt change anymore bt at least i cld share it with my teammates... much thnx to both of them.. although we didnt talk much bt it really helped me feel more at ease then..

i had to do executive summary ystd nite also coz if not sx gt no time to fin tonight so i stayed up rather late doing the summary.. i was so affected by my project tt i didnt even have the mood to do the summary anymore but since it was over and i cn do nthg about it i just went on and did my summary.. when i went to bed my whole body was so tensed because i worry and gan jiong then it took me quite awhile to get some slp..

morning had to meet for IS then in the end i late then tio scolding from my fren which didnt make my morning start well.. then went to class and ask my teacher if i can leave early coz i had smthg on in the aftnoon at 315pm then in the end i gt scolding frm her saying i every week ask to leave early which is true but its my fault la so ya.. so in the end i waited until all grps fin presenting then i leave WITHOUT even doing my interview then i left le.. in the end i cab down to ssdcl and wasted my $13.50 then they didnt allow me to take the test!! like WTh! i so angry coz i first get scolding frm teacher, then i left without doing my interview then i wasted money on cab and worse still i nv even get to take the test forfeiting my money!!

at tt pt of time all the f words were in my mind bt i must just control and not saying it! i noe it wld feel dam shiok if i was to say but i shall control.. i still feel like venting now!! FFFFFF!! haiya.. anw i cool down abit le so as wat wilson and rastus was consoling me.. normally gd stuff happens aft a day of bad stuff so lets just hope tml will be better! pls.. really...

2009-01-01T16:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! went to meet perry chris xavier sam greg jerome gerald etc for dinner although i ate liao.. coz we are going to go to dwayne's house for countdown ltr.. went to eat at dragon steamboat there then ltr chris followed me go buy the ipod adapter but in the end they nv sell=(

we waited for addison and mel at the bus stop before taking bus to dwayne's house.. we wwent there about 11 plus then there was many ppl le.. we counted down then had party poppers all then we played games till like morning 5 plus then darren and willy sent me and sasa home..

it has been awhile ever since i played so much with them le keke.. slept awhile during the game coz really very tired la coz just came back ystd morning.. then i woke up eat fruit cake then apy and say wat i was in hibernation just now and coz i took the whole plate of fruit cake they say now i wake up to EAT!! blaugh.

Anw... 2008 has been a meaningful year to me and i have learnt alot from everything tt happened during that year.. hope 2009 wld be a better year for everyone!! =)

2008-12-10T16:42:00.003+08:00

got back from surabaya a few days liao.. can see the pics i have its in my facebook!! =) so tired and sian la.. i wanna go out but i cnt coz need to study for the stupid CM!! i really wanna go out la.. better update before this blog dies somehow haha!!

anw i saw smthg on nisha's blog and i think it is rather swt so i shall share it with ur=)

"When im older...
when my little girl ask me who my first love was,
I dun wanna have to pull out my old photo album,
I want to be able to point across the room and say...
he is just sitting right there..."

but i guess its too late now.. haiz.. but i wld nv regret it anw! just tt this cant happen anymore.. rather sad but oh wells!

2008-11-21T14:08:00.002+08:00

tdy nt a good day... it was actually ok de and somehow i was looking forward to it coz everyone wear nice nice then can take pic...

bt coz of 1 person tdy my day is somehow ruined.. thank God i had other ppl to cheer me up!! XD so it was not tt bad aftall.. i waiting for my pearly soya milk.. somehw now is like becoming a weekly thing and somemore all on fri de haha! thnx darling=)

ltr got presentation so scared!! cant wait for aft sch then aft tt can go out with chris and ame.. love those times man!! my 2 best frens in IJ, somehw me and sam drifted off quite abit bt we are still frens!! realised tt in watever relationship time and effort has to be put in before it can bear and ya so i hope we can still be as close even aft we grow up!! XD

tts all for now!! gonna rot till 3 lol byebyeXD

2008-11-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

SO busyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! been wanting to update bt super lazy=.=

shall just say wat i rmb lo.. went for night safari on halloween day (which is quite some time ago) and it was DAM fun bt dam tiring as well coz we scream and scream then aft tt still ownself walk around all.. it seems that it has been some time ever since i have been to the zoo liao or smthg.. wat was most irritating is that the same "ghost" scare me like freaking THREE times can! so pekchek... haha bt was fun la.. went with chris and her sis too!=)

aft tt school also like started to become so busy le.. somehow i feel that this sem the modules are more difficult to uds or im just nt putting enough effort.. oh wells i just hope i can cope!! so stressful to keep up with all the expectations sigh.. projects are all also pilling up as well like no time to breathe sia.. somemore con camp coming up and i haven done the slides coz they still haven send!! tml have to rush it out le=(

jan korkor is going to come back le then we can go play again!! then wont be so lonely everyday at home alone when i come back liao.. maybe tts why i rather stay out then come home.. come home face 4 walls talk to my toys only haha! sounds sad right? but NOPE im happy now!! XD have lots of fun in sch thnx to boo and frens! ;)

OH YES!! THNX BOO AND FRENS PLS JIANHAO AND MY WIFE FOR THE BDAY GIFTS!! LOVE LOVE! MUACKS=)

2008-10-27T17:10:00.009+08:00

its been awhile since i blogged.. lazy la haha!

anw.. went to msia on sat which is like 25th oct then.. went to berjaya hills.. in chi its called fa guo chun (french village) there aint many things to play but its a nice place to relax la.. spend loads of quality time with my parents..

its actually not too bad to celebrate my bday overseas.. had lots of fun and all thnx to my parents! Many ppl i wanna thnx here..

Those who msged me even frm sg! kekeXD (Thnx for making my day)

-Christabel

-Joachim

-YuPei

-Sujesh

-Melissa

-Joshua R.

-Shawn Ong

-YanLing

For the friendster comments! XD

-Gerald

-YanJun

-WeiHong

-YuPei

-John

-ShuYi

-Clement (on msn)

-RunJie (on msn la 1 day later!! lol)

Some pics! Enjoy!

2008-10-13T20:27:00.009+08:00

went for chris'S CLASS chalet ystd... hmm.. wondering wat am i doing there right? i also wonder why haha! we started the day shopping since aftnoon.. i spend so much!! okok i shld stop spending really lol.. bought a great no. of things.. so tired and heartache.. my money!! blaugh=P then aft tt went for mass and aft mass ended we went to lib to change to our shorts and off we go!!=D

we manage to get there faster than the prev time we went and then we rent an overnight bike so tt we can ride the whole night=D was trying my best to teach my wife to ride the bike and then can see she trying very hard which is GOOD! she was improving fast! but my butt hurt alot coz i cldnt ride if nt i wld be too fast so i was walking with part of my butt on the bike kind *ouch*.. FINALLY! we reached and then we made a GRAND entrance by parking our bike and it dropped=.='' went upstairs played a few games then the girls all leave le..

we got DAM hungry so we decided to ride our bike go buy macs bt apparently when we went down it was GONE!! u noe why? some ppl took it.. i was dam scared la.. i thought was some stranger or those ppl who goes around to collect those bikes tt are left unstranded kind.. then it was actually chris' classmate who took it! was dam piss trust me.. NV EVEN ASK LA! opps ps too fierce.. i mean shld ask first at least... FREAKING HUNGRY THEN.. "a hungry man is an angry man" thnx to liming (is a guy) he cooked those little sausages left thnx yo!

they finally came back and we so angry bt we needed to eat so ya we went.. then eunice came along then i teach her hw to ride also in the end she gave up and went back.. by then my stomache so pain until can puke le.. then went to buy and come back then ate and played a few games aft tt! then went to cycle with aini and bf and chris and liming.. and aft tt me chris liming went to the "rock" in the middle of the sea to watch the sunrise! So beautiful and nice!!

then aft tt returned the bike and went back bathe!! didnt slp last nite so went home to nap 1.5 hr then had to go meet sx le.. bought many things AGAIN.. im dead.. then in the end our legs so pain then go home liao lo.. so tired!! tts all now and im happy tt sch started coz i didnt have to meet tt STUPID girl anymore argh=D

thnx to:

Chris: For bringing me there! had loads of fun! and sry for those little injuries!=D

Aini and bf: For being so nice and went cycling with us! and for bringing the bike back for tt "mafan" wife of mine lol!

LiMing: For the sausages! it was nice bt so pain until cnt eat le really! and to acc us watch our FIRST sunset! was beautiful! and for organising of course!=D

2008-09-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

hmmm work is still as boring as ever... this few days have been chionging to meet deadlines all... tml finally fin the FIRST part.. sian!! cant wait for sch to start.. though am a little scared in the new class with like 13 guys and 2 girls=.= i dun like it really... hope it wld be gd!!=)

anw went for ED aft work today and borrowed a book then went for prac.. guess wat! i trip and fell over the stairs.. painful.. sobsobs.. and coz i went home alone earlier so no one cld help me=( then i just went home aft tt lo... oh wells at least i made it home! i will do a makeover b4 sch starts right my dear!! ;)

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
You actually thought
Deep inside I knew

Can you tell me
how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
And your heart's as cold as ice
(You passed me by)

Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
And you actually thought
Deep inside I knew

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
(You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
And the love we made
(You passed me by)

Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go

Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
(You passed me by)

2008-09-21T21:44:00.003+08:00

Finally there was smthg i looked forward to in the whole week.

We went to celebrate rastus rasmus lester's bday at seoul gargen ystd and i wld say it was quite fun in such a long time.. yy zw also gt go.. haha i miss all of them so much! Cant wait to go meet them actually.. its been a mth ever since i saw them liao k...

Although it was rather ex but i was rather willing to spend it anws... haha jh and rj wore dam nice for a buffet la haha! but no one can beat rj la seriously.. then despite me asking them nt tp open the card they just opened it... hmmm (so much for wrapping it huh)

aft fin dinner we left for jh's house and we went there to chill and drank some alcohol.. hahahaha! zw's face was UBER red! then mine was abit la.. then as we wanted to leave the place tt time rj and yy gt abit tipsy (turvy) haha.. like cnt walk straight sia.. then i also abit "high" la bt was ok.. missed the last train to tp and thus i was only took to amk then ask my mum come fetch.. (luckily my dad slp le coz he angry sure scold one)

overall i felt tt as long as they all happy all my efforts towards the card and gifts was all worth it!! now shall thank the ppl whom helped me!=)

Darling: For helping me in the pressies and cards!!

RunJie: In helping me organise and "write" the cards!! ( Wear like tt more often.. quite shuai;))

JianHao: Bringing the card back and taking care of it for me!!

ALL: For coming and giving me the little notes for the bday boys!!=)

2008-09-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

haha im suppose to this test which my dear ask me to do de=) but before tt i wld say ive been meeting many ppl who has problems in their life now and ya im trying my best to be there to listen i wld say? days have been normal ba.. nthg special.. EXCEPT.. mon is pay day AND results day... argh... DAM scared.. oh wells i shall hope for the best=)

8 unnecessary obsessions:
~ Chocolates
~ Shopping
~ Bubble Tea
~ Staying out
~ Shoes
~ Clothes
~ Wasting my life away
~ Waste money

8 things i wanna do before i die:
~ Tell the people i love tt i love them!
~ Watch sunset and sunrise with someone
~ Buy ALL the things i want (keke)
~ Find someone and spend the rest of my life with
~ Have a baby? =)
~ Have a family
~ Attain a good career
~ Be as cheerful as ever! XD

2008-09-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

just a random thought:

what if one day i met with an accident or any mishaps happen to me, wld anyone know anything?

oh wells shall not think about it if nt aft i emoW...

anw had such fun ystd aft work.. met chris then we went orchard to buy presents.. there are so many seot babies but im broke!! how how!! worse still we didnt manage to get ANY pressie bt ended up buying mooncakes=P

haha pardon us.. there was a sale ma! it was rather nice.. we bought it back and share with our fam!! guess tts wat mooncake festival actually mean=)

met clio at the bus stop and had a nice bitchy talk! opps did i say anything? it has been long ever since we talk like tt tgt le... so fun la... miss those days actually... those were THE days...

lastly wanted to thank God for my cousin XD at least he is recovering now! THANK KEW!=)

2008-09-02T22:08:00.002+08:00

had a long chat with my dad over dinner today.. before tt we all went to the hosp to see my cousin ben.. when i saw him i was rather sad and felt heart pain for him.. so young yet have to go through all these pain.. haiz.. i hope he can pull through i really do.. whoever visits my blog and sees these PLS pray for him...

aft tt we went for dinner at the canteen downstairs of the ward and my dad was teaching me "zuo ren de dao li" i just listen and try to listen to it lorh.. i mean criticism is nv nice and soothing to ur ears but i have learnt to listen and accept ba... i hope i wld be a better person when sch starts again!! i also suddenly have to urge to respect ppl now i dunno why haha!

cldnt slp last night coz i was thinkin about stuff and maybe affected abit by it i wld say.. and bcoz of tt i was dying during work today.. luckily gt the spark instant messenger introduced by weixiong then gt ppl talk to me and to rj also if nt i wld have just slept there lol! so tired la... tml early day!! yay!! shall see wat to do tml kekeXD

2008-08-31T19:27:00.002+08:00

didnt have so much fun for such a LLOOOONNNNGGGG time le.. before this week we were all mugging for the exams for the whole 2 dam week argh... finally its over!! bt then aft tt we have itp straight aft tt!! how wonderful (not).

itp is over for a week le and i wld say its rather boring... AND tiring.. rather busy doing many other stuff and baby seal's bday party was wonderful!! haven had so much fun in a long time le.. the food was great, the ppl were fun, and playing with my dear wife is rather fun i wld say kekeXD she wld just kill me if she sees this..

they were playing game and the forfeits were.. erm.. funny? haha poor baby seal got molested so many times!! u shld just look at his expression! its priceless then lol! so sian la tml need to go back to work.. argh!! jsut hope tt its nice~!

all the best to tml when i get back to work tml=)

2008-08-24T00:45:00.007+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! bt the start of our attachment-.- sian.. right aft exams on fri some of us went over to BTP to eat pizza hut.. think there was about 10 ppl who went, there was liqin, runjie, lester, rastus, rasmus, brian, yueyang, zhiwei, jianhao but tts nine.. opps! then aft eating some of them went off then left only myself rj jh yy zw tt went for pool.. haha rather fun i wld say.. been a long time ever since ive really played since the exam weekS started-.-

the pool was quite fun i suppose.. zw pro.. haha then we play those kinda 1vs1 or 1 vs 2 kind then i learnt a new word!! called KS which means KILL STEAL!! haha and jh did exactly tt!! poor yy, if i was him i wld just slap jh haha! im kidding... and then we played quite awhile and i also took quite long to get the "feel" u noe the "feel"...

maybe coz im a girl i gt quite a no. of tries, like those common errors where u actually hit bt miss it a little so it only moved a little kind.. haha! they are nice guys so they gave me 3 chances (no actually i gave myself=P) and while i was bored i took pics of them! see which one more handsome k! kekeXD

2008-08-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

just came back from lay apostolate dinner.. then tonight no one wld be home so im all alone!! haha excite or nt.. abit abit... nthg is gonna happen de la hor...

left the restaurant at about 11 like tt i think haha and thnx to DARREN for sending me home when i asked if he cld=) poor him looks a little sick bt tml need to go back camp.. went under ED and they were all dam high lorh.. bt it was coz of tt tts why pur table more fun ba kekeXD oh ya b4 tt my wife and i went to sasa and used our free makeup coupon.. ok la bt think their service suck.. it was ok bt i think we can do better lol..

anw my darling pls tc of ur leg ya! if nt aft amputate haha! have been scaring her tt the whole day so fun.. then aft makeup we went for mass and then for dinner! ive learnt alot of baby sitting skills while taking care of danny haha! then gt back home once we are done coz parents wants me back early.. oh wells..

oh ya exams are coming!! jiayou all my frens and rmb to tc as well ya!! LOVE u all!! ;)

2008-08-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

have been very tired studying everyday.. so sian... hw i wish we had longer study break coz aft exam is attachment le.. nt even gonna have the time to play and all...

ystd went to help out at SP's Poly50 run... was rather fun coz they all didnt noe i wasnt a student there till the race ended.. my wife and i just helped to give out water and all.. just glad tt we were of use=) everything wasnt so bad la only the starting where it was SO hot and i was in long sleeve and skirt and all... sry darling left u alone for awhile!! cldnt take it le ma keke.. the ppl there were rather nice.. though the guys made the majority bt they were all nt bad.. haha! just see their face when they running was like priceless!! haha anw grats to CLS!!! aft tt went to eat dinner with ame and chris at pastamania.. dun like to eat there de bt since they want then ok lo.. ate like less than half the plate in the end whoops!

today studied like the aftnoon with sx.. she came to my house and borrowed my tb ma.. she dam best can study so long.. bt of course we took breaks and played with my gui ling gao for awhile haha! then now listening to this song then feel so emotional..

anw thnx to all those who were there for me in my most diff times.. THAT time when it happened, when my gonggong passed away tt time.. the 2 most recent event tt really drained me... thnx to all those who have gave me strength in a way or 2... I LOVE UR! ;)

2008-08-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

lets see... i better update before my blog dies.. many things to say but im just too lazy to type.. my throat hurts to the core and i cant speak at all.. haha! silence for everyone i suppose lol!

fri went to shop with sx lq and chris and we bought quite alot of things for our itp coz cnt anyhw where ma... so ma fan right.. haha! i wonder what wld the guys do? hmm.. will they go shopping just like us? lol! then in the end my dear wife bought quite a no of things too.. also nt she itp at bank.. wonder why? lol ya i wonder why myself lol!! then aft tt sx andf lq went off to the forex challenge briefing le.. chris and i met ame then we shope SOMEMORE! oh my gosh.. we broke liao bt at least we all bought smthg=)

woke up rather late on sat coz slept rather late ystd night.. the stupid video rj show me was freakin funny can! laugh until my throat so itchy then keep coughing.. so i woke up ate and then aft tt went back to slp till my mum was abck about 5 smthg then she ask if wanna go NATAS fair or go cycling then i was like.. NOW?!?! then she say ya.. then ok lorh we go cycling.. haha so wierd right.. my mum eh!! was rather fun aft so long le bt i injured my poor finger and now orh chei already.. quite painful coz i think kenna the bone.. then we ate there and was FREAKIN full! reached home and was quite awake coz slept so much=)

today woke up early go for fun fair at my aunty's church there went to attend mass too as well... so early.. *yawnz* bt there was many things to eat bt today my throat became much worse.. ystd start to pain le bt i can still eat half the bar of choc b4 i slp and today better still ate penang laksa for lunch and curry for dinner!! just kill me now really.. i can barely speak.. haha! think i complain to rj until he also dunno wat to say le ba haha! poor thing... went for the fun fair then went my aunty house then went lot 1 there buy hanster cage for my little cousins then bought suhsi and bbt too! didnt noe lot 1 so crowded.. cldnt find parking lot at first de.. then buy fin le i go home slp and return there for dinner! nice curry kekeXD was stubborn enough when i insisted on drinkin it when my dad told me nt too.. nw i dying here serve me right! lol..

anw i go slp le tata! a rather long post=P

2008-07-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Nthg much to talk about ba just that recently went for the fun-on-foot thinggy and we had to form grps of 3 and pair at diff stations as we are either station masters or activity masters.. thnx to wenjun who was my partner who accompanied me for 6 hours!! we were stationed at armenia church and tt was where ms joaquim whom our national flower was named aft buried there!! cool huh.. thnx for ur company and taking over for 5 min and for ur sharings too=)

other than tt my room has changed quite abit and everything else is still the same.. all the routines start coming up and so much is in my mind that i just cant get myself to settle down and study even though its less than a mth away now... oh wells i shall talk about it somewhere else before this entry gets too bad!=)

2008-07-14T01:15:00.005+08:00

wanted to blog about this earlier but just dun have the feel to lol..

had ecd bazaar ystd.. i wld say it was a failure totally.. not to be biased or wat bt i think its the organizers that did not do a gd job in promoting the event before that and the location was rather bad.. many suffered losses honestly... we were ALL freakin tired aft the entire day was over and nt all of us went straight home to slp.. actually to be honest my grp made a loss as well if it was not for my cousin.. sigh... however i thought it was quite fun bt just SUPER tiring...

aft all these proj and stuff im rather tired from all of it.. just wish tt maybe next time i wld STOP taking lead or major role in the grp.. its rather tiring and im sick of it too.. im sure im nt the only bt it applies to all those who often take on main roles within the grp.. the responsibility might just crush u to death at times.. sigh..

these were some pics i took while i was too bored.. enjoy!

2008-07-08T01:04:00.003+08:00

just send my bro off and came back bathe fin and here i am! haiz... quite sad la i mean its gd for me and lets just hope tt time wld fly! and when he is back i wld be done with my poly liao! hope i can show him smthg i myself is proud of!

in the car my dad and bro was saying hw much better i shld have done.. im really putting in effort le bt they just think its nt enough.. then they use things like psle and olvls to compare and expects me to do better than my bro which i think its hard.. my dad always compares us which makes me very tired.. i have to force myself to keep up to my bro's standard.. i almost cried when i was talkin to them and also when im typing now.. maybe im just vry tired frm all the stress and competition ba..

no matter wat my parents' and brother's expectation of me is pressurizing me... i told my dad and he was like ok i dun force u just do ur best.. bt i noe in his mind he expects more and tts means i must work even more!! and im tired.. i guess i dun have a choice now.. IM TIRED... give me a break pls.. *cnt cry cnt cry* ok stop le..

anw all the best to u kor and hope u wld enjoy urself and learn alot there! hope to see u soon and miss ya!;)

2008-07-04T22:55:00.004+08:00

today is a interesting day for me!! went to sch abit sot sot one.. also dunno wat happen to me.. maybe coz the past few days i study until wanna peng and then nt enough slp tts why my head hurts to the core..

met nisha and joined her for fmgt lect.. soon enough rj and suj came so ask them sit with us=) then came sx bt she sat behind.. suddenly nisha ask me take pic then i shock bt i say ok.. i was crazy throughout the whole time and nisha bully me!! Lol.. and i was playing with her nice long eye lash too! whoops! and coz rj accidentally draw on me, he had this "X-men" label in return hahaha..

went for ECD tut and i was sot-er!! laughed until my abs hurt like no body's business while suj was playing with rj's msn and i was the one who started to talk to anybody i cld find on his msn.. was freakin funny! so fun can!! then davin bought balls and tutu kueh for me and sx and some mysterious person ate my only nougat! stupid gay...

during break suppose to go donate blood with sx and rj de bt in the end sx and i nt 18 so cnt only left rj and i manage to persuade him go.. then he did it in the end although SOME mishaps happened..

Qn: Have u ever had abortion?

Ans: No. (U can? lol!)

Qn: Do u noe AIDS can be transmitted through blood?

ANS: No. (Confirm u dunno!! lol..)

In the end donate fin le so proud of u! I wld be dam scared if i was him.. gd job! in the gt this cert then forgot his raisin and milo-.- he gave me the blood drop tt he used to squeeze the blood out or watsoever de.. its in a shape of a blood drop dam fat and cute=)

then rushed home to meet my darling and ame and we ate long john!! so nice=) aft tt we went to play arcade and shop for present! 3 ppl play the drumania can u believe it!! its stupid bt we had fun! WE can ALL forget our unhappiness then=)

went home separately and here i am! oh ya! i realise r/s wont work if one party keeps things to oneself and refuse to share.. the other party WONT noe hw u feel or wat went wrong so ur shld open up and CLEAR UP THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS! dun wait till its too late ya;)

2008-07-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

Lao po and me think too much until mine is painful and hers is sot sot.. HAHA! went out today with her.. i think i feel the best when im with her as i can say all i want and she wld uds... even when in sch u cant just express wat u really feel.. no one wld noe wat ur feelin inside.. quite sad though...

today's "combine" lunch was ok.. davin and boo came too! so proud of them.. bt too bad only jh and dion was there if nt it might be quite funny bt ya it wasnt too bad.. then ltr boo me davin go lib and print myob then buy snacks to lect hall keke..

talked to teacher tt day and was discussing about why our class like tt... i also dunno why like tt... i hope next sem better ba coz i dun have the choice now anw... just hope my grp members with us and we move tgt ok le.. the rest i cant really be bothered... just hope its gd ok le.. need to buck up for my studies le so start mugging!! kekeXD

anw this few days dun feel well nt physically bt mentally.. and yea thnx to my darling, nisha, runjie, shuxian for cheering me up and accompanying me this few days!! THNX GUYS!! MUACKS!;) u guys made my day so much better thnx! a simple approach can bring me heaven and a simple gesture might bring me to hell also.

2008-06-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

Nthg much to blog about today bt just wanted to share this song tt relates well about me for now at least.. bt b4 tt this week dunno wat happen to me that i have been feeling very tired and having headaches as and when bt oh wells heck.. my results aint so well so i must buck up and push myself more.. wonder if i wld actually force myself to my limit when i dun even realise it myself.. bt till then then we say ba..

You know whats funny?
Seems like every time I try to forget about you,
My feelings pull me back in.
You see, its crazy.

Ran across a picture you took of me,

And you crossed my mind

I still hear you sayin you love me,'

When I close my eyes

If I didnt go away to school,

Then where would we be?

Probably still together and somewhere happy.

If Im supposed to be moved on in a new relationship darlin,

Then why are you still hauntin me?

If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then thats how you know.

I got to the stop light then I made four rights.

Now Im back where I started,

And youre back in my life.

The further that I go the closer I get back to you

I say I moved on,Til Im reminded of you.

Can somebody help me?

To help me get out of this circle (out of this circle).

2008-06-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

[ My little thoughts ]

Cldnt sleep ystd night and because of that it got me thinking about many many things.. dunno if its gd or bad bt maybe sometimes it goes too wild and it turns uncontrollable.

firstly coz it was quite late i cldnt slp so kept goin into the living room and my bro was playing his game so i was like talkin to him and he replied bt abit only lorh.. then i went back to bed and toss and turn and then somehow i feel kinda lonely slping alone out of a sudden (though i have been for dunno hw many yrs le). then i think i will feel worse once my bro is gone.. haiz.. sobsobs.. i will miss him! confirm. though we always argue bt he is my only bro anw..

the next thing i thought about was wat gil said tt time when i told him about my r/s and stuff, dunno if wat he said was true bt it did kinda change my attitude towards it.. smthg he said struck me was "if i was him i wld have found it irritating.." maybe its true i mean who noes.. so i stopped watever i was doing from then on lo.. thnx for the talk anw.. hope ur doing well.. will be praying for u and ur family!! =) for some reason im worried for u bt maybe i shall just keep inside la hor.. haha..

must be thinkin i dam free to think so many things right... told u i cnt slp liao ma! KEKEXD went stationary shopping with my bro today! so fun.. i love buying stationaries keke.. have ur heard buy stationary to until about 50 bucks or not!! so funny.. and thnx kor! (coz he paid for all of it ahahah!=P) such a meanie right lol.. i think wat i can do now is to spend as much time with him b4 he fly ba! all the best!;)

=there are many more thing that is worth my time than academic satisfaction (I finally uds wat u meant)=

2008-06-23T22:20:00.001+08:00

i have been so busy recently that i wanted to blog about envoys camp and stuff also cannot and since it has been some time ever since the event so i shall make it short and swt kekeXD

the camp was not too bad just tt i think that the games are too short and there is quite an amt of time wasted here and there so ya.. oh yes.. I LOVE GSS!! the best grp i can imagine haha.. most of them are nice ppl! throughout the whole camp i suppose its ok la except tt i was dam piss with one grp bt i shant mention bt some of u might noe coz i was bitching about it.. whoops! lol..

these few days very busy coz rush proj and coz sch starting then must get back into the mood and start realising where u stop b4 the hols haha! today is shannon and sujesh's bday.. HAPPY BDAY DEARS! lol.. and first thing in the morning had presentation.. was rather piss with some bt oh wells its over and i shall nt brood over it le.. anw we are still a class!

okok i go my stuff le.. update soon! lol=)

2008-06-16T13:27:00.004+08:00

woke up in the morning and have to start doin my proj le.. all pile up until i wanna die liao... sian! i suppose i cant do all at a time ba.. brought it for con 2 camp and doin in the guys hall where they slept at night bt it was kinda scary coz i was the only gurl in the room i scared they disturb me haha.. bt sebbs was nice enough to ask me call him if they disturb me using gil's phone bt then aft it was gone then i felt so insecure so i cldnt concentrate le i went out keke..

went for breakfast with the rest on day one of the camp and had to wake up SUPER early.. luckily my dad fetch me to the 88 bus stop then no need walk so much kekeXD oh ya and those who replied to the mail came late and those who didnt came on time instead WT*! haha.. bt in the end all came la so it was fine=) everyone tt went include my wife, myself, gilbert, boomy, eugene, sam kwah, val, cheryl, angie, raymond, jac.. they are all fun and nice ppl! I LOVE ED!;) they brighten my day really...

slept in the "ED store room" with all the mattresses it was dam comfy bt also dam dusty.. bt overall wasnt tt bad la and so THANKS EUG AND SEBBS! poor them were freezing outside the hall there.. luckily i returned sebbs jacket if nt he become ice berg liao=P we were all woken up twice because they needed to take the matresses which darling was slping on, we all dunno who it was even eug and sebb who were "guarding" our room outside... all so seh.. so funny...

the camp was ok la bt i was just freakin tired throughout the camp and slept when i had the time lo.. it was fun la haha! didnt get to mix with the con 2s much as i was with ED throughout and was kinda tired opps! the shifting of equipment was tiring bt when i see all of us put in effort i also feel very nice.. like one big family kekeXD

came home around early evening ystd and was dead tired bt had to do proj so i did abit first then went to slp lo.. felt a little fresh aft the bath ma... then went out for dinner to celebrate father's day.. the food was gd bt i cldnt feel the food and drink somehow lol..

ltr still goin for camp.. yawnz... so tired.. bt i hope it wld be fun! think it wld be la coz i suppose my grp members are nice and fun ppl right? lol! go GSS!! haha.. havent packed bag.. maybe when im back frm camp then i tell ur wat happen ba!;)

the camp was ok la bt i was just freakin tired throughout the camp and slept when i had the time lo.. it was fun la haha! didnt get to mix with the con 2s much as i was with ED throughout and was kinda tired opps! the shifting of equipment was tiring bt when i see all of us put in effort i also feel very nice.. like one big family kekeXD

came home around early evening ystd and was dead tired bt had to do proj so i did abit first then went to slp lo.. felt a little fresh aft the bath ma... then went out for dinner to celebrate father's day.. the food was gd bt i cldnt feel the food and drink somehow lol..

ltr still goin for camp.. yawnz... so tired.. bt i hope it wld be fun! think it wld be la coz i suppose my grp members are nice and fun ppl right? lol! go GSS!! haha.. havent packed bag.. maybe when im back frm camp then i tell ur wat happen ba!;)

2008-06-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

ouch my face hurts.. lol coz this morning cum aftnoon i went swimming with chris and clarissa kekeXD their intention was to tan bt coz i have natural tanning oil in my genes i reached there much ltr then them i was still tanner lol.. their tanning oil doesnt seem to work bt i think their efforts paid off as they get tanner aft quite some time..

i was then swimming about while waiting for them to get tanner as i was much faster than them and then soon enough i got chris to join me and she was so cute la wear contacts to swimming tt she cnt open her eyes in the water and while swimming she banged onto the walls of the pool!! muahaha!! u shld have seen it was dam lame...

aft tt we ate at the canteen there then we walked separate ways.. they went home and i went to j8 to get subway cookies!! then shun bian take bus home keke coz i walked there de and it was "quite" far i suppose.. then i realise i quite long nv swim le then nw muscle abit ache.. just reached home and bathe then in about half an hours time i goin out again to plaza sing meet the rest.. tired!! haha tts for it nw maybe ltr i continue=)

2008-06-12T00:17:00.004+08:00

i came across smthg and i kinda feel that my inside is so painful at times that physical pain is more "feelable" maybe tts why some ppl prefer to cut themselves or smthg.. oh wells maybe its gd and then maybe i wld dare do more thing next time if i dun fear things as much anymore=)

days have been gd for me i suppose... at least nw i have time to chill with my frens and get some ample rest.. both physically and mentally.. actually sometimes come to think of it i dun really wanna grow up just yet.. too many things to think about..

ystd went with sam shawn and amelia to donut factory to eat donuts keke quite fun and its nice too! oh ya tc of urself k shawn! dun kill urself inside lolXD will miss ya! then went to kfc aft a few hours then they acc me go orchard makan then i went for jap class le.. rained VERY heavily aft i came out so had to call home for help and yes my daddy came to the rescue! lol.. he picked me up at the busstop keke... so cold sia.. somemore i wearing short dress-.- even worse lol..

today laze at home till evening then went to mirarma hotel to eat japanese buffet.. wah SUPER yummy can... the salmon sashimi was just WOAH! dam thick.. and the other stuff was nice too! then eat until dam full then went back home le.. oh ya for once i ate the cucumber and carrot raw just likee tt! it was super crunchy really.. then nw i reach home and just relax lo.. oh ya btw thnx gilbert for the talk ystd nite!;)

2008-06-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

Just fin this emo show but then i learnt smthg from there is that everyone needs a way to let off their emotions bt just be careful in which way you approach it...

she also said smthg about the one that can hurt you the deepest are the ones u love the deepest too.. at least think from the bright side that goes to show hw much i USED to mean to u and vice versa.. nw think about it is kinda sad bt oh wells i deserve it ma.. kinda regret letting u go so easily bt guess i have to learn frm my lessons! all the best to you and thnx for everything=)

2008-06-01T22:16:00.005+08:00

Came home at about 12 plus ystd nite coz went for bbq=) it was a nice gathering aft such a long time sia.. really quite long nv like tt chill le.. it was quite fun la.. the guys as usual like boys like tt play around dunking ppl into the pool lol! poor becks and mel was totally wet! hahahaha.. the 2 poor things me and aaron gt 3 more papers to go.. luckily nv dunk us=P ate until quite full... about 11plus my wife and i walked home and tt why we so late then reach home keke=)

love the times we are alone then we can talk our hearts out.. we can practically talk about nthg under the sun sia... from insects to i dunno wat la haha! oh ya and dun think so much k darling! im sure things will be fine for u=) im sure ur so called "pms" period is over le so dun so fierce k! haha..

go home bathe then about 2 plus then slp aft watching some show lo..

woke up then ate brunch then studied then went out for dinner with my bro and fish and co.! thnx bro for the treat again! keke=P i think its gd tt sometimes parents not around then we all just walk around and chill ourselves.. i mean he is goin aussie soon le so spend as much time as we can tgt ba! i've learnt to treasure ppl who treasures me too so tt i wont regret when they are nt around anymore!=)

till then i wld live my life happily ever aft!! i hope!! kekeXD *winks*

2008-05-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

today has been a happy day for me! although needed to go sch for lesson in the morning bt i didnt mind it AT ALL! it has been some time ever since i had so much fun le=) lets say wat happended in the morning first...

went to sch for AAA tutorial where he went through past yr papers and some company accounts.. some of us thought we were late bt cher was ltr!! haha.. then he wore quite smart to sch today coz of graduation and when i told him he looked smrt he say stupid=.= haha was rather funny la the way he said.. he is one of the nicest tutor i ever had! in class boo me and sx were happily playing and learning at the same time.. love to learn things in a fun way keke=) gave boo my little surprise pressie! lol..

was a little blushes when i talk to someone in sch today.. wont say who coz if nt i will die.. only darling noes btw=) maybe there is a little "spark" i have tts why will shy ba *blush* bt oh wells tts nt impt.. just thinkin tt it has been quite some time ever since i blush liao lol!

aft lesson qin met sx and i then we went to see ong poh leng and talked to him about our itp deferment bt he kinda say tt is was nt really worth it to go shanghai trip so in the end all of us decided nt to go le lol!!

ate some little snacks then sx and i crossed the bridge leaving qin in sch then i went over to SP with my darling's bbt.. im here FREE delievery GIRL as wat she says... met her and the guys.. think was clement, bernard, hanrong, liming, junxian, shawn, nicholas.. hope i didnt miss out anyone and HI! just in case ur nv hear me reply=) we went to lib walk around use com then studied for about an hour OR LESS.. lol! talked alot about many many stuff... love the times we do tt;)

left sch for j8 and i took train with her and then we went j8 to play time crisis and initial D! had loads of fun bt today we both quite broke so nv really play alot.. we are getting gd and gun games! dunno wats the game called bt it was fun! then went to the other arcade and playedd somemore as it was cheaper and we play DDR=.= waste of our money when we both nv play v long le then darling's muscle ache and my leg hurts=.=

met my bro and mum for dinner then we ate at sakae then darling acc me till my bro came=) thnx swtheart! ate happily with kor and mummy and v full then we went ntuc to shop for groceries and my bro and i like become small kids like tt buy many things keke.. so fun! long time nv shop with bro le=) then we buy like kids stuff like marshmallow, ribena, milk etc.. then he carry like 9 cans of drink keke=P then we carry the rest..

came home aft tt and here i am! happiest day for the past weeks i suppose and i hope all these will stay on! will miss my bro when he go aussie de=( sobsobs..

2008-05-26T15:08:00.002+08:00

eh... this whole week got elearning so gt no sch! but on wed need to go back for the last tut for aaa.. this few days has been nt too bad i wld say.. oh ya! i went to cut my hair and redyed my hair ystd.. so long sia.. and THEN i think the aunty kinda cut quite alot=( bt ok la it looks ok..

haha then this aftnoon went back to sch for envoys lunch then i ask my junior is my hair ok she gave me quite a funny reply.. she said " ok la got style.." then i was like "ok..." haha thnx anw! busy adding my frens on msn and frenster... keke im quite proud of myself hw i manage to find some of my frens on frenster keke=)

the thought of the need to study soon makes me so sian.. bt gladly ltr i goin out to shop with my long time pal lol! its a been a while ever since we met up and chill tgt le.. oh ya and HAPPY BDAY RYAN! haha dun say tt i forgot... (like u rmbered mine like tt kuku..) anw its the thought tt counts ma HOR... haha! anw im tired bt oh wells i shld be fine soon.. tata!

"Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding."

2008-05-14T10:07:00.002+08:00

Having lessons now... according to my wife the blur blur tortise looking teacher haha! i was dam late today coz i missed the previous bus which i saw left infront of me as i was walking towards the bus stop over the overhead bridge.. and then on 93 i met my classmate and then on bus 74 i met darren lim.. haha was asking him wat kpt said during their tutorial.. then he told me he kenna suan.. so funny la.. we talked until reach sch... all late coz of the stupid traffic jam!!!

then i was in class quite bored co i very guai i did my tutorials le sio my frens all busy copying the ans the time i just tick can le tts why i can do this ma keke XD haiz... during the trip i listen emo songs in jap which i dun uds hahahah funny right! hw to emo when u dun uds wat they saying bt oh wells maybe its just the songs...

i also read my darling's blog then i realised tt shes so swt! (nt saying that now then i realised la bt ya... u get my pt..) haha thnx alot so much for being there for me during tt period of time coz i really needed someone to "lie" on.. thnx for helping me through tt time! Love ya! i really do! muacks muacks keke=) too bad she nt online nw if nt then can talk to her... ltr goin ief le so have to use lappy keke... anw tts all for nw folks! Feeling better bt nt yet gd so yea..

To my darling wife: You have done enough so dun say u cant help much! *Sayang* im sure our rainy days wld be over soon!=)

2008-05-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

thank God tt the past few days i didnt have much appetite and i keep forgetting to bring money to sch and thus i have an extra $30 bucks at the end of this week... and so to make myself feel better i went to spend it all on shopping and arcade! this is one of my first few times tt i went shopping alone and played alone.. feel kinda shiok too..

oh ya and b4 i slept ystd nite i also thought of a way to make myself feel better! is to think tt as long as he is happy then can liao.. if by msging then will make him feel pissed then i wld rather nt do it to make myself feel better.. yup and so whenever i feel abit sad then tts wat i will tell myself! tts why jiayou pau pau! keke=)

and.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! love ya mummy!

=hope my rainy days will be over soon.. if nt i wld be so drenched tt i will fall sick.. (oh btw it doesnt really matter la anw im sick liao kekeXD)=

2008-05-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

i somehow realise tt i shld not cry so easily coz i realise its a chain effect too! meaning that once it starts pouring it seems to be many many tt wld come aft tt! and it sucks! SO must control.. lol! must be the strong gurl i used to be last time! jiayou! i noe its hard but wat to do? Life still has to go on yea..

kinda regret some decisions tt i made in the past bt as its said it was in the pass le so i cnt change bt to accept it and learn from my lessons lorh.. ai yo as i type i also feel sad le bt NOPE i cnt cry haha... im quite sure i wasnt wrong in the things i did this few days and watever i said previously about ppl making use of me which i think might be true.. i thought tt i was very insignificant in the world has also proven me right coz no one seems to care when im troubled..

haiz.. wat a failure in life.. aft everything only a few of my close frens are around me here for me and beside me.. when ur at ur peak fair weather frens will just swarm around u.. wat a shitty world i wld say..

to end off i wld just like to remind ppl who reads my blog to treasure those tt u have and say whatever u wanna say to them so tt if the next moment either u or tt love one of urs is gone u wld nt live in regrets.. theres a saying tt goes like this "you wld nv learn hw to treasure till u have lost it.." stay happy! (i noe hw to tell ppl bt cnt tell myself funny rite...)

2008-05-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

My world is spinning... coz i didnt sleep well this few nights esp ystd nite's and coz i didnt have appetite to eat the whole of today and tts why i kinda didnt eat... and i felt like i wanted to faint a no. of times le.. in class was feeling very bad bt i just cnt rest and it sucks...

oh ya and also been coughing the whole day.. very tired of it sia bt bo bian lo=) had lunch with joshua today and i can say tt it was smthg new aft a period of time.. enjoy ur 1st yr yea! suppose to slp earlier de so tt my headache wld get better bt i just dun feel like it so yea here i am!

grats to yow and company in getting thru the audition and keep up the gd work ya! those who didnt get in dun worry k! as long as u did ur best and had fun can le;) tts all for nw see u guys soon!;)

2008-05-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

I just dun get it! why am i tearing for such a thing! wake up! its pointless! i have used up all my energy and im giving up le... i really am... whaever kept me holding is no longer as impt anymore.. just let it go...

ppl wld just say why do so much when ur nt getting anything back in rerurn! i noe when u give u wont expect anything in return bt we are all humans! u dare say u NEVER do? im just sick of sch now... maybe i shld just give myself a break from everything and find a spot tt can contain me...

im feeling very sick bt im too lifeless to think about it... wat are these sickness as compared to the pain that we suffer inside.. ha..

wld i say i hate myself?

2008-04-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

Was listening to this song and one phrase caught my attention and here it goes...

" We can be as happy as we want it to be but we've got to make it work.."

Oh wells maybe its trying to tell me nt to dwell about the past especially when it is over like so darn long time ago already.. i mean this kinda thing takes time la bt i suppose i HAVE to get it over and done with ma.. as wat the chi always say.. "if u can take it up, u have to be able to put it down also.." i suppose i cant change anything or i have never had the power to be able to so i wld just have to accept it lorh.. comparing to some of my frens i think im much luckier le so yea.. thnx chris ame and sx for being there for me! ;)

=If only i could be strong= (which i wld! lol)

2008-04-19T00:19:00.004+08:00

Hai... hw shld i say.. its been a LONG LONG time ever since i updated... been VERY busy with FantaZia and finally its over tonight... though kinda miss it bt its a relieve as well la..

this few days i can say i have been thinking ALOT and i dunno if its a gd thing or a bad thing... its so much so tt im confused and tired.. i suppose i will just have resign to it.. im quite tired over all these problems it tends to get lonely at times while thinking about all this shit... oh wells maybe i shld just be alone for awhile and start sorting things out.. i mean COME ON im yr 2 already and its time to buck up!

oh shyt my gastric is acting up again as i didnt eat dinner.. drinkin milo doesnt seem to help anymore.. pain sia.. oih ya as i was saying i guess i shld like take it easy and dun make myself unhappy about thinkin about all this.. anws tts all for nw.. GO FANTAZIA 08! ;) have learnt quite alot frm my seniors and others and i realised tt my patience is very trained alr and so if u really do piss me off then smthg is wrong.. really.. dunno who so suay bt so far no one yet! lol anw tata!

燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了　人是無聊了
我的心開始想你了
電話響起了　你要說話了
還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了
是你變了　是你變了
燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了
滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂
我的心真的受傷了

2008-03-30T12:59:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I love.

This is nt smthg i said i just found it on the net. No offence really! The first paragraph sounds so true isnt it? lol!

2008-03-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

只因為我不想打擾

只因為怕你解釋不了

只因為現在你的眼睛裡

她比我還重要

我只好假裝我看不到

看不到你和她在對街擁抱

你的快樂　我可以感受得到

這樣的見面方式對誰都好

我只好假裝我聽不到

聽不到別人口中的她好不好

再不想問　也不想被通知到

反正你的世界我管不了

若不想問　若不想被通知到

就把祝福　留在街角

sounds kinda sad bt oh wells.. doubt many of ur wld noe anw! lol!

2008-03-23T10:37:00.003+08:00

This song so totally describes my feeling now.. just tt instead it is on my guitar it is on my bed..

The WORSE month i ever had in my entire lifetime i shld say... march.. wat a wonderful day.. cried my eyes out once again although i dunno whether it is worth it bt i just cant help it.. for some of u who noes about it.. some told me its ok to cry whereas some told me it was totally unnecessary..

i just cnt accept the fact tt just poof there it goes... seems easy to me to just say it.. it hurts in the morning to realise tt it is totally nt a dream.. i tried to act normal ystd bt i become a totally diff person the next morning.. im quite positive tt i can nv be the same again..

i just hate everything i am doing now.. just went for service ystd and they said unforgiveness kinda kills oneself from inside.. surely i am nw nt stopping it as tt is wat i am trying to do... oh God.. oh wells nvm.. i wont die so easily de so lets just see...

oh ya last bt nt least thnx for all those who have been there for me the entire night.

2008-03-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

this few days have been VERY tiring... tired of wat? crying of course... coz my gonggong passed away last wed morning and we are ALL feeling VERY sad about it... many of us cried our eyes out a number of times.. im starting to miss gonggong already.. my aunty they all say he will be back aft 12am tonite...

he is such a nice man. a nice husband, a nice dad and obviously a nice grandfather... he has such gd temper and character and we all cant bear to see him leave.. bt oh wells it might be a gd thing for him aftall as he was suffering and it hurts to see him like tt anw... lets just hope he is in heaven somewhere happy and without any sickness and pain... joining his siblings living in happiness...

finally the wake is over and our life has to go back to normal.. through this few days there are lots of things which i have learnt and the most obvious one was to treasure the ppl u have around u before its too late and who are the ppl who wld be there for u in time of crisis.. be it frens or family... i wld also like to thank all of u who have showed me love and concern during these tough time of mine.. =) life wld still have to go on and see u guys soon! tata!

2008-03-03T23:15:00.005+08:00

i had SOOO much fun today! we went to sentosa to see pink dolphins!! so cute la! how i wish i can bring them home can.. arh! bt b4 tt we went to eat at kou fu there.. abit stupid to eat there coz dam ex bt oh wells we nv eat breakfast ma... then gt 3 gurls in bikini walk her walk there then see free show lorh keke... we also exchanged gift for our 1st mth anniversary! darling gave me a snow globe with such a cuttteeee letter keke *muack*

then we eat fin le go watch show... then we went underwater world! so nice la! the fish all so BIG!! then to make it more worth we kinda went a few? rounds? lol! then i knew i had to buy smthg on the dolphins! they are just SOOO cute! then darling bought me a softtoy pink dolphin de.. keke so swt! then i so happy lol!

aft tt it kinda started to rain quite heavily as we walk then we decided to go back vivo there to mummum le... coz anw the rain so heavy stay there also like no use.. then so ex somemore.. so we went food republic to eat... then we went to the pet shop.. played arcade.. sit down.. rest etc la.. was quite nice just to spend time tgt ba=)

then we went back to j8 to have our dinner and we ate at kfc then aft tt quite late le then we walk by the park go home.. keke interesting things happened bt i shant elaborate! anw i enjoyed the wholeeeeeee entire journey walk correct le... so much for my *fei li* wo in angmoish tone? lol! then i reached home safely and so did my darling! lol..

Happy 1st month anniversary tml!=)
Thanks darling!

2008-02-15T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hmm... CNY wasnt bad... i went to relatives house to bai nian then get angbao and the usual routine goes on.. the only exception was that this yr i went to fren's hse for visitation.. we went over to rastus and rasmus' house and the we refers to myself lester ratztwinz .. then they sang their song.. nt too bad i guess keke..
After tt they which is all of us including meitha by this time, they came over to my place and bai nian too! then we ate steamboat.. like nt enough lorh.. then the ratz are suppose to be home by 7pm to study de lorh then we play blackjack until they dun wanna leave! Haha myself and lester made quite abit! KEKEXD anws i enjoyed myself tt day.. THNX to all those who were present!

Sianz... had poa paper today.. it was quite alright la bt maybe its coz i suck.. oh wells.. tml stil got blaw so sian la.. then still got 3 more papers to go.. jia you everyone!

OH YA and heres wishing all of u a HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY! Hope ur enjoyed urselves as much as i did! Thnx for everything! Though it was before the exam day bt u made it great as well! All the best for ur exams too!

2008-02-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

HAIZ... quite sad.. abit lazy to enter a long post anw...

everything seems to be in the way... or at least against me ba... actually maybe im being over sensitive or watsoever but i cant possibly ignore as well... i think majority of you wont noe wat im talking about but nvm this is more of my own expression ba... i shall just take this blog as my invisible fren ba.. another one also gd ba...

i dun feel like saying le aft the more i think about the more i will be affected.. maybe i shall go pray about it lorh.. i really dunno wat to do already... i just hope everything will be over soon.. my head and heart kinda hurts a little now bt heck it la.. no time to go think about this minor stuff..

anw! gd luck to those who are gonna take their exams! do ur best yea! ;)

2008-02-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

Recently i have been well except for the fact that the exam dates are drawing near and that almost EVERYDAY i have to study... honestly.. im quite sick of it bt i do take 1 or 2 days off frm all the studying..

i have also been busy this whole week bt luckily ur there to keep me company! thnx=)

just recently i also think that i should take everything lightly and think positive so i can live a happier life.. and he has made me realised to not only find satisfaction in academics.. however said so i wld still need to do my best for my upcoming exams!

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar... its hard..

2008-01-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

Im kinda sad now due to some problems here and there.. bt ohwells i hope it will be over soon, however i think the problem would not be solved easily!

it gets me thinkin whether we have made the wrong choice... hmm.. i definitely didnt regret it bt we shall see...

haiz...

2008-01-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

has been quite a long time ever since i blogged things about wat i do le... lets just talk about wat happened during ED ystd..

on thur i ended at 4 oclock then aft tt i had to stay back for bca... so Boo and frens (our grp name) stayed back to do bca lorh... except sujesh...wanna scold him le.. grr.. then aft we fin our bca then melmel called me to ask if i was in sch then yea i was so she met me at canteen 1 then go down together lo.. met rasmus on the bus to tp..

then we arrived at tp le i went to repair my specs and mel went to get her ramly burger.. and coz i fin first i went to meet her at the stall.. nt long aft tt joacs called me and he met up with us ltr coz we all go buy food 2gether.. so the 3 of us went 2gether then i too lazy carry equipment so was upstairs=P then soon everyone came..

i was lazy tt day so my wife did everything bt i helped set up the mic lorh... then as usual i will start doing crazy stuff at our little corner with my wife and walking here and there flapping my shawl and talkin to my wife and joacs... my wife and i was like stretching there in our little corner la keke..

then aft receiving my fren's msg my face totally changed then i was like dam emo la.. i just sat there and was a little angry and sad at the same time.. then my wife was trying to cheer me up then joacs really played the drums with his eyes close! cool beans! then bear bear saw me like tt then thought i had probs with the treasury then i say no..

went to dragon steamboat there then the prob kinda resolve le so i was kinda ok then they were funny so i smiled... it was dam hard to smile before tt.. oh ya! benji asked me why i was like tt ystd! he made my day man! he realised! hehe..

nthg much about today's session.. i talked to fast and i thought mel and josh did well! the skits were funny! lol.. didnt join them at l5.. yes tts it for nw folks! cya soon!

2008-01-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

Going Crazy

Ever since the day you ran away and left me lonely and cold, my life just hasn't been the same, ohh baby no.
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go, I just broke down.

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice,
cause the feeling that I feel within, no other man would ever make me feel so right.
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call in mind, but I'd rather have you here
with me right next to me, I miss the way you hold me tight.

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch.
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much.
I gotta let you know, I think that we are destiny.
For you, I'd cross the world.
For you, I'd do anything.

[chorus]
Thats right baby, Im going crazy, I need to be your lady.
I've been thinking lately, that you and me, yes, we could make
it just ride wit me, and role wit me, I'm in love with you baby. [2x]

Break it down now, I'll tell you what I feel from the moment that I meet you it was so damn real,
my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak, can't believe I feel so weak.
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me and you love me I'm your lady.
I'll be around waiting for you, put it down, be the woman for you.
I'm fallen so deep for you, I'm crazy over you.
I'm callin', callin' out to you what am I gonna do it's true, I'm not frontin,
It's you and the weather I could no longer go on without you, I'll just break down.

Crazy, Lady, Lately ohhhhhh Baby

2008-01-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

This whole holiday i have gone for xmas midnight mass and xmas countdown and new year countdown and i have taken alot of pics! it has been awhile ever since i was a little closer to my church fren as compared to before when i was MIA.

I hope the new year wld be better and to those who visits my blog HAPPY NEW YEAR! all the best to u guys and wish tt this yr wld be great for u all!

i wld also like to take this chance to thank all those who has been there for me in one way or another for the year 2007. thnx for making a difference in my life.. pardon me if i did nt appreciate u guys enough bt im trying to improve myself too as no onee is perfect on Earth!

2007-12-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmm i dun feel like blogging bt i shall at least do a brief summary of my trip to thailand!

because i had some relatives in thailand thus most of our activities are planned by them.. we were there for a total of seven days and we spent first 2 days at this resort.. it was smthg like a beach resort, the sun was strong and i had SUNBURN! it was also invested with LOTS of mosquito which was the most unbearable of all! we played at the beach the whole of second day which was dam fun and we gt ourselves a temp tattooo! cool beans!

aft tt we went into bangkok and stayed at my relatives house for about 2 nights then they brought us to theme parks and we tried out the local food.. the food there wasnt a problem to adapt.. then did some shopping before our relatives left us for spore.. they went back two days b4 we did...

during the 2 days where we were on ourselves we took a package tour and went to see the floating market, snake show, crocodile show etc... we also went around the city in the tuktuk.. wat i cldnt stand most was the air polution! very bad! and the MOSQUITOES! last day we went for a SHOPPING craze! bought alot of clothes.. heheXD

actually i was quite glad to be back in sg coz i still love MY HOME the most! yupps tts it folks!

2007-12-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

im back! enjoyed my trip! bt i shall update about me trip ltr on coz very long.. its gonna be xmas bt then i dun really feel the joy of it though i felt it b4 i flew off.. ever since i came back i have been flooded with all the projects and the stupid blaw thing.. quite fedup with it bt oh wells.. bo bian i chose it=) nt really sure WHERE i shld go to celebrate xmas coz i seem to be very distant with my frens in church.. so ohwells.. and then i nv go ltc somemore... even worse.. oh wells we will see.. thnx shawn lester carol aaron for wishing me b4 i fly! heheXD i appreciate it=) tts it for nw folks cya!

2007-12-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

Went for caroling practice coz my wife told me to but maybe to also see my frens ba coz i havet been down to church for quite some time le... felt so wierd to be there honestly.. its like its nt a place where i belong anymore... my frens are like getting lesser and lesser there.. as wat someone has said.. there is smthg missing.. wasnt as high and fun as it used to be.. haiz.. oh wells.. at least i went for once!

ystd aft my paperi went to my project when my frens can all go play le.. quite sad for my grp.. at least we gt alot of work done le so its a gd thing.. met crystabel hsienzhe lijoo first then we go first then met ernie aft tt.. we did quite alot so GD JOB guys!

then met the rest for awhile at mind cafe.. cool place and dam noisy.. was playing wierd games and then had to do forfeit and me being there for an hour plus only did TWO can! was with sexysam rastus rasmus hao shannon and sp. haha its quite fun though..

aft tt i needed to go cineleisure so i some of them send me there like hao shannon and sp.. thnx guys! then went cine and met up with lester and michelle.. we were like deciding wat to eat then we ate at steakhouse kekeXD i was dam hungry bt still cnt fin! dam big la the portion.. aft tt they felt like eating ice cream so we went to taka there to buy.. walked down orchard street see lightings take pic talk crap.. a real chill out with just frens..

gt home the time dam tired! aft i gt home i bathed the time already wanna slp le.. then my eyes were closing bt hair still wet so cnt slp then wait wait watch tv then cnt tahan le go blow my hair dry then zzz le! tts all for nw folks! ;)

2007-12-09T12:24:00.000+08:00

Have been sick for the past 3 days! oh my gosh it sucks to the core! having everything come to u at once! like fever plus bad flu plus sore throat plus swollen ear etc.. it TOTALLY just sucks!

Wat makes it worse is tt i have my first paper on this coming monday! and i haven fin revising.. luckily i did most of the revision b4 i gt sick. thank God. bt still! i needed to study on my sick bed.. poor thing right? oh wells... anw i feel much better today le! thank God AGAIN! lol.. i suppose God still dotes on me alot ba heheXD

Thanks all those tt have showed concern for me while i was sick.. it helped it alot! keke.. hope i can do my best for this coming CT coz i think i can do it! ;)

2007-12-07T15:57:00.000+08:00

I hate to be sick... just imagine feeling cold everywhere u go.. it sucks.. esp when ur exam is in a few days time! *shivers*

I have decided...

2007-12-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, and things. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name. Nothing made up!Your

Name: Pauline

Four words: Playful, Petty, Pretty and Patient!!!

State/country: Poland

Boy Name: Patrick

Girl Name: Phoenix

Occupation: Plumber

Something you can wear: Pants

Something found in a kitchen: Pot

Something you shout: PLEASEE!!!!

Something you do at school: PLAY!!

Name of an animal: Penguin=)

Name of a Drink: Pepsi!

Name a Holiday: Paris

Name a body part: Hahahaha tt *cough* part lorh..

Its either dam easy or im smrt! LOL

2007-12-03T11:28:00.000+08:00

Went for my bro's 21st bday party and it was quite fun i suppose.. the only fun part i suppose was the time when my dad and i went to wild wild wet to play...

it was quite funny to see how my dad was so excited over the rides.. then i can see he was like having fun. then aft tt coz we had to other stuff so we only played awhile, anw our tix were free.. then in the end no need fetch my aunt liao then we go swimming.. then my bro joined us.. very long nv swim together le..

then in the edn had my fav bbq and then we cut the cake.. not bad leh quite nice.. (coz i choose de ma heheXD) then aft everyone is gone i taboleh tahan then i zzzz liao..

woke up early in the morning to pack bag then went home to take a nap coz at night gt wedding dinner somemore.. i was busy cam whoring at both events bt i thought the wedding wasnt as lively as it shld.. quite sad ba.. then i went home upload the pics then slp le.. here are the pics! =

2007-11-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

2007-11-26T17:03:00.000+08:00

Just have the sudden urge to blog.. maybe it might be soon when i will start to say that i dislike to go to sch anymore.. i just feel tt as if i didnt belong to the class...

today was a BAD day.. getting said by my blaw teacher for not knowing how to do.. honestly im quite scared to ask her qns even if i didnt understand.. and then followed nt doin well in almost ALL my sml tests here and there.. it really sucks to the core..

it really sux to not have gd friends when i can actually confide in except for one or two? maybe tts the BIG diff b/w sec sch and poly ba.. everyone is going their own way.. feeling a little lonely inside while in sch.. wats worse is tt i want to talk to someone bt i just dun have the courage too... haiz.. tts a prob with me ba.. and maybe tts why i kinda seek shelter in my church...

though i wldnt say tt i feel WANTED in church also.. bt i think there are really ppl who is willing to listen to me and how i feel etc in sch..

Have a "nice" day.

2007-11-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

This few days i have been feeling quite emo... have no idea why the sudden change in me bt i just hope that it is just for the time being.. dun exactly wanna go anywhere.. seem to feel that there isnt a place where i can be TOTALLY comfortable and welcomed and stuff...

Q: Do you noe why we fall?

A: So that we would learn how to stand up after that.

2007-11-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

CON CAMP! i think most of us see this words wld noe wat i am about to blog about anw.. oh wells... before i blog about this i read my darling's post la and its like dam long! bt i shall try to make it long too! she refreshed my memory though! ;)

to me it was a hell lot of fun la! i shall start with the first day of camp which was on fri (16/11/07) and so i went to sch for IS as usual and luckily tt day's IS was the week with only 1 IS lesson coz ltr gt camp sure very tired one.. then aft IS i went home to put my lappy down and pack my bag.. no time la.. then took the bus down to mediacorp to meet chim-chim then we took the taxi down to RC to pick bernard and darling up. reached the campsite put our things down then we gt our milo ice! the rest of the ED-ians bought for us de.. mine tasted ESPECIALLY sweet.. (darling shld noe why heheXD) had a mini 15min session right aft then the day ended nt long aft chim's session.. then we played again then go zzz le.. about 1 plus we slp ba.. bt b4 tt we went with bearbear chris and mag to eat at the sandwich machine! Dam nice can! lol.. or maybe its just we are hungry.. heheXD

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SAT! oh my tian was DAM tired la! coz we had to wake up at 6.30AM coz ED slept together in the drama room.. and yea i slept quite well i suppose just tt nt enough.. haha sry darling frm POPing in b/w!! hehe (coz i wanted to slp THERE la.. beside *cough*cough*) very tired.... then we were kinda free until maybe 1pm before our next session.. then while the confirmants and the rest went to eat breakfast we practiced first... aft tt when they are back its our turn to go mummum... aft tt we kinda have our free time so myself and chris wanted to go up slp with security ppl de bt coz our slping bag wasnt there then very mafan then we didnt lorh.. jio mel de bt she say she wanna hear session then dun force her lorh..

then myself and chris saw ben sitting outside alone like dozing off one then we went to sit outside and talk lorh... soon enough mel taboleh tahan then came out to join us le.. we talked for quite awhile and LOTS of funny things happened! our topics were about girl and guy's.. lol.. For e.g. "Hey women and men!", "Huh? he noes my name?!?!" LOLOLOL (only mel and chris and ben will noe) and chris hits herself onto the floor! heheXD had to change place to talk then mel and i begin to tease ben and chris on how easily they can blush... it really worked on chris! This shows hw much i noe u! lol.. ben too dark le.. gt blush also cnt see de..

then go for 1pm session le.. everything was fine la just tt dunno why gt so much feedback.. bt oh wells... i guess we have much more to learn and must also learn through experience ba.. aft tt we had early dinner and that is like our only meal tt we had with the rest so far.. i think... then they prepare for reconciliation while we prac i suppose.. coz aft every session will have debrief ma.. then brief le then some of us went out to buy kopi, milo, teh etc... then we came back then wander around then i went for reconciliation myself... melmel cried.. i didnt.. a no. of ppl did i suppose.. aft tt we had shalom and myself mel and ben were "playing" for shalom.. ben on guitar, me on the dungbell? and mel on the drum. it was the same tune and beat throughout then it was calli tt sang bt in the end too long le so boomy took over... DAM funny i tell u! if u nt there u wont get it de! REALLY! i miss it so much.. hardly can get to laugh tt much..

fin the dance le we go back for our final pnw session.. i think everyone was dam high.. this batch kinda didnt need to push much de.. all will ownself sing.. very gd.. then myself and chris ended up singing.. i think the musicians and singers infront did a wonderful job in rarraring the crowd! GO ED! I love ED!! ;) then aft tt i think nt long aft we can go slp le... by the time we bathe fin and stuff we slept at about 3 plus like tt.. cnt tahan le! then myself and ben and chris were one of the first to slp..

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we were being awaken by some person in the room which alarm clock rang frm 6am onwards! we suppose to wake up at 7 de bt aft it rang i cldnt go abck to slp (though the song was nice) then bo bian 6 wake up le... i was one of the first though.. wash up then pack things etc.. break camp.. b4 tt had mass... was quite messy i thought bt oh wells we just have to learn frm exp i suppose.. lunch was served by ED (ED catering service haha fun) lol then by then we all seir already.. DEAD tired.. then they say i attitude.. bt when i board the bus to take photo? poof! my energy camp back then aft awhile i tired again..

went back to church put everthing back then we all went where we suppose to go.. ben and i had lessons.. sian=.= i was dead in class.. went home still had to study for blaw test tml then can slp.. very tired then slept thru the night!

OVERALL: the camp was VERY fun!

2007-11-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Went to eat paper wrap chicken today! i was with shannon brian and shawn when we went! the food there not bad and the price was quite reasonable except for the pickles=.= (those who went shld noe why.. ) anw its ok! we learn frm our mistakes yea! oh ya! thnx shawn for the treat as my BElated bday present! lol... here is the evidence! ;)

2007-11-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today i had my long IS day... dreaded it to core lorh! Luckily i met Ernie before tt and then we kinda talked.. it woke me up abit and tt lasted me for quite some time during my IAC class.. phew.. i suppose we were much more active ystd compared to the first lesson we had b4.. maybe we had a holiday on thur and tts why we had more rest??? maybe...

then met shuxian and shawn for lunch with lijoo and her bf then aft tt we proceeded for our LMS class... i think my LMS teacher very cute leh.. he so funny la..cant really imagine the fact tt he worked in a prison before lol.. then we FINALLY finalised our story line and who to do wat.. and once we are done with tt.. we can go le..

waited for shawn brian and shanno until i wanna rot le.. coz we planned to eat paper wrap chicken and tts why i waited.. walked there and we ordered 18 chicken and a big fried rice.. its hao chi de lorh! then shawn was following me for session then brian had to go home then i dragged shannon follow me and shawn go meet my wife and hanrong they all rematch ddr.. i lost to hanrong=.= (i guess i havent played for a dam long time le..) i dun believe i cant win him lorh.. will rematch someday..

dragged shannon for session to see his dear rome rome's session then he accompanied me take same bus home.. was quite funny on the way coz we both thought tt the initial drizzle was due to ppl talkin and the saliva spat on us =.= LOL!! gt home bathe and slept.. too tired..

2007-11-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ystd night as i got home my bro took my com to play and tts why i didnt get to update my blog.. maybe i shall start updating frequently even though it might be a short post=)

Let me think wat i did ystd... it was tue and we had elearning for bca and tts why i had lesson from 9-11 and then we have break ALL the way from 11am to 5pm for the next makeup lecture on thur! hahahah craziness right... so we've decided to go gym... my dear rastus was the one tt asked us to go gym then we all say ok then in the end he nv go=.= oh wells nvm so in the end myself shawn brian and yuheng went gym lorh.. i almost died trying to complete my 2.4 PLUS dunno hw long la.. 30 min correct le.. think i DID push so yea..

then as usual i was the one tt ran the lowest and longest and yea brian and shawn was waiting for me then we go use the equipments together then met edwin and gerald there as well.. oh my gosh.. they were like training with weights la! not humans man.. wat 40kg or more can! and gerald can really hide his muscles well sia! lol

then in the end myself shawn brian yuheng went to the other gym downstairs to train the dunno wat thing thenwe were having lots of fun then ltr gerald came to join us.. we had alot of fun trying to do baby freeze and cupwheels and stuff in the free space.. lol and i suppose the guys had a GREAT laugh at me while i was trying to lift tt DAM machine! and i SURE did have a great laugh with ALL of them! lol.. esp brian and shawn man.. lol!! and since gerald is in magnum force de i was like askin hw heavy he can carry and i realise he is strong! (i thought i was heavier than shawn bt actually i heard wrongly haha)

then we ate lunch then went to lib to do bca.. brian went for some envoys thing then shawn myself and yuheng went to lib.. SHAWN said he had no lesson bt when we went to lib then jeremy talk to him he realised he HAS lessons! and so yea he went bt was late.. so left yuheng and me to do bca TOGETHER!! oh my tian.. we were like arguing and fighting over the book throuhgout the whole few hours can! bt he is a nice person to work with la=)

time passed fast and then shawn fin his lesson come meet us in lib then awhile more yuheng wanted bubble tea so we went to buy and i bought waffle while shawn and jianhao go photocopy notes.. alot ppl pon bt oh wells it was informative.. shawn waited with me till nra start then he went back i go nra then come home le lo!

2007-11-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

Lets just start with the CT gathering... i shld say it wasnt tt bad la coz i suppose at least half or so went for it? it was not exactly fun in all bt we sure DID have fun when mel me beckbeck chirs and josc were behind all by ourselves we had LOADS of fun la! We all "zi" high lorh! did lots of stupid things and played games..

beck beck and josc had to do forfeits and beckbeck was the BIGGEST loser! then they had to dance and i recorded it.. in my phone lazy to upload.. then when it just passed 11 nt long we started to all go home and stuff...met joshua before i boarded my bus.. i knew i went somewhere else instead.. samsam shld know heheXD

This were pics of us can whoring infront of the fan to get tt "effect". heheXD

Today i suppose sch was nt tt bad.. it wasnt as bad as i thought in the sense tt time passed quite fast though its a 9-6 timetable... so long lorh.. the POA lecturer can puke blood i think lol.. anw we werew very noisy bt oh wells.. aft lessons all of them went somewhere except myself shawn shannon and brian.. and so we decided to walk to the the "paper wrap chicken" place near our sch to eat.. much to our horror.. it CLOSES ON MON! WTH right!

then coz we dun wanna go SIM eat so we went back to NP to eat.. then i was at the very "sa jiao" mode coz i refused to eat at the canteen coz very hot! then at first they say da bao then go cheers there eat bt when we reached the canteen then they say since we're there le then eat lorh.. coz there wasnt many ppl so nt tt bad la.. it was like 6 smthg 7 by then liao..

shannon fin eating le then we all took bus home.. brian acc me take 52 and both of us waited for about half an hour for the bus la! so long sia! then i met my parents at j8 for dinner and we had pepper rice.. then when we were about to be done guess wat! I met yongchao! i can recognise him leh! bt he didnt see me.. i msged him aft tt though.. then come home.. bathe.. blah blah blah.. tts it for nw! tata!

PS. To the one who MIGHT noe him or herself: You chose this path urself, dun EVER blame anyone or anything for it.

2007-10-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

Went for ED today instead of thur coz thur is all saint's day ma... so i ended sch at about 1.30 suppose to be 2 though...

Then i went down to AMK to meet chris coz i was lazy to go home and stuff.. so i went to AMK library with chris clement junxian hanrong and they were doing project then i did my own work.. then aft tt i followed them go the polyclinic there to get their jabs.. then aft tt we went separately le...

Met melmel in church and we started our own "karaoke" session there.. lol so fun la trust me.. nice to noe hw to do the sound system sia.. then soon they all come le then we stopped.. i was FREAKIN bored during practice then i can actually zzzz la!

In the end chris did her session.. it was nt bad for a first time! i think she nt as nervous as me lorh.. gd job anw! =) Tts all about it nw.. too sad to continue.. byes..

2007-10-26T11:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... sam told me to rate my bday today and sadly i rated it like 4/10 haha! and i even broke it down to parts la.. coz she ask me is it tt bad? then i told her tt the day started off VERY bad coz i had to go sch and the lesson was very boring.. then luckily the next IS wasnt tt bad bt i was late so yea =.=

Aft sch ras suddenly msg me say he heard i goin SP so he goin with me coz he say he meeting his "fren" so yea la.. in the end it was a surprise by him and my wife la.. i was shock and i totally didnt expect it k! and yea tt was one of the best time today coz SOME of Chris' clasmates were kinda fun to be with.. then soon aft we left the place and go church...

i got to church and then aft tt chris ask me go acc her to buy smthg to eat so i pei ta lorh.. then we shop until liek a few min b4 7 kinda thing then we hurry rush back there lorh.. pnw was fun and stuff and they sung me the happy bday song..

then i was forced to go L5 which was kinda waste of time coz i nv eat or drink anything and then in the end also nthg happen.. as wat sam said tt im sad coz i "expected" smthg and tts why.. and i realise tt the the higher the expectation, the higher the disppointment.. i didnt get to cut the cake with my parents and tt was wat i was kinda more angry about myself and stuff.. maybe i shldnt have gone to L5 and everything wld be better.. sigh... anw this are the ppl i wanna thnx..

People who msged me happy bday wishes:
Joacs
Chris
Eun
Bert
Josh R
Calli
Victoria
Shawn
Clement
Phravina
Brian

Shannon

Shawn Ong
Meitha
Ruth
Lynette
Rastus

Aaron
Sam Lee
Sam Tham

Grace Chew
Greg

ShuXian

Oh ya! and not forgetting those who contributed to my chip and dale cushions! i shall post the pic at the next post or smthg! These ppl wld include:

Sasa
Gabby
Aaron
Joachim
Chris
Rebecca
Mel
Victoria
Sam
Eun
Jerome

(Thnx guys.. i love it alot! <3)

And those who have wished me personally in sch or in church=) thnx for making my day=)

My "sisters"!

My Wife ME My Mistress

Though i wld consider nt a very gd day bt there are still happy times! =)

2007-10-24T09:30:00.001+08:00

Haha im in class now and its BCA... oh tian.. anw i shall talk about my days theses few days.. it hasnt been good coz apparently im not exactly enjoying myself at home.. for a very simple reason is bcoz im having a cold war with my dad.. like "wow"..

and the fact tt my bday is coming, i have a very big doubt in my mind tt im gonna have a happy bday coz yea apparently this whole week im busy and stuff.. till now which is wed, the war is still goin on and thur night i not free then fri night i also.. so dunno if can even celebrate or nt.. quite disappointed with him coz of wat he said.. like VERY disppointed... smtimes i cant help bt to feel tt its so unfair and stuff.. feel so being taken for granted at home.. oh well..

nvm i shall talk about happy stuff.. went out with mel and chris a few days ago and had quite alot of fun.. cant exactly rmb the details bt it was fun correct le.. then as the new sch term begins, i find tt all my classmates have became nicer and more caring and thoughtful (or maybe its just me) except someone though.. cant believe hw much tt person changed.. oh well.. becoming emo le..

tts it for nw! cnt do nw coz no TB.. shall wait till ACTG to pass me his book lol=)
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aft sch shuxian and myself went to town to get her jap TB then on the way i suppose we shared quite alot.. i almost cried at one part while telling her though.. was on the verge bt i managed to control if nt so embarassing..

tonight's dinner wasnt so bad as my fam really did go and celebrate dinner with me and my dad kinda took the initiative so i shall nt hold back any more and we started to talk although it was a little diff... then aft everything i suppose a dinner with ur own fam is one of the most treasured thing on Earth ba..

then as i was on the way home i just suddenly rmb smthg bad tt i just realised today.. quite sad.. actually in fact its the first time im being blocked on msn la WTH (or maybe even delete) ! im like angry and sad at the same time.. like why the hell do u have to do tt.. this once happen to my fren also and i thought it was totally childish.. i mean nt as if we are enemy or smthg.. still say wat forgive and all those bullshit! I think i was more sad bt nw im more PISSED.. finally i decided to delete it.. anw it doesnt make a diff coz it appears offline always anw.. like grow up! oh wells.. i shall nt let this thing disrupt my bday!

2007-09-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

I shall hereby proclaim: "I LOVE MELMEL AND CHRIS!! " (missing beckbeck) haha i spent my entire day with them today and i dun regret it at all.. haiz.. i wish i can be frens with them for my entire life sia.. see them even until they grow up gt bf and child liao i still wanna see them! HEHEXD

At first we met in the early aftnoon at plaza sing then we went to watch underdog! Its dam cute la! "There is nthg to fear.. UNDERDOG is here!!!" lol its really very cute.. make me suddenly wanna buy a beagle sia.. lol.. then aft tt we went down to town..

we first went to heeren first then melmel wanted to look for her hair extension shop bt then un the end still cnt find=.= haha then we walked aound lorh then i was looking for the cube cube game thinggy bt also cnt find.. sian! Then we happen to pass by this neoprint shop then we cldnt control ourself then we took pics! It was very fun and a little "disastrous" for some pics bt in the end all tt we chose was very nice.. YAY! (its the one on top=) ) in the end i dunno hw we walk then i was kinda late for my class le so we rushed down for class le.. NICE melmel and chris sent me to class and pick me up aft tt! so cool can! haha b4 class we were saying if i wld be so lucky to get cute guys in my class bt i was doubting tt and in the end there was one.. lol.. then they wait for about an hour outside till my first break and they told me they saw tt cough*cute* cough guy LOL..

Lesson was ok la bt maybe coz i first time ma so abit the alot so ya lorh.. a bit taxing ba.. then i fin lesson le i went to join them outside then suddenly chris say: "wld u like to stay outside here and talk awhile?" then i was like :"ok.. (was thinkin in my heart why lorh and then i realised why.. rmb the cough* cute guy *cough)" then we wait quite long until i had to go back the class to go check for them whether he went by the back door and then FINALLY he came out! then melmel saw him and BURST OUT LAUGHING! like WTH were u doin mel! He is my classmate sia.. next week see him paiseh sia.. #!@#@!#!$#@ lol.. bt have to admit he is quite cute bt too tall le nt my type..

Then we proceeded to buy melmel's ice cream and its nice! then they accompany me go kfc and makan dinner i ate bandito and mel ate her ice cream and chris ate her cheese fries... then there was this cute guy AGAIN (bt diff de.. dunno why so lucky today) then mel had a "relapse" again.. she saw then she laugh again!!! then i think the guy noe lorh then the whole bunch of them change place bt he still kepp looking at us.. self conscious maybe.. then we giggle and giggle and did experiments like see who was he lookin at and then in the end we made chris walk infront first then mel walk in front (I didnt have to do tt coz my back was facing them from the beginning to end when they first saw him)

Aft tt melmel wantd to go back to cine to see if her jap shop is open and it finally did! the shop is freaking cool la! Akanishi Jin, Matsumoto Jun and Ikuda Toma is SOO CUTE and HOT can! i almost or actually DID melt when i watched the video performance and Jin winked can! Die liao.. then aft tt i bought famous amos cookies for my bro then we walk back to far east there then took bus home with chris and mel took alone.. and here i am!

Enjoyed myself TOTALLY today and LOVES!!! <333333

2007-09-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

Haha since my lovely darling ask me update i shall go update.. first i shall talk about the sec1 session thinggy.. overall i think it was ok la its just tt the kids wasnt very participative.. i think its just very normal as they are maybe kinda shy and feel uneasy about singer and moving around.. they might think its stupid bt i just do hope tt one day they might find joy in it and will start jumping around heheXD towards the end they were more participative which was nt bad.. saw them having fun afterall so i guess it might be worth it=)

OH ya! nt long ago i also went for the SCDF open house.. boring as it may sound bt it was fun! gt lots of goodies and we tried a game which was VERY worthwhile.. we had to put on FULL fireman suit and go through obstacles and breathing through the oxygen tank and stuff.. it felt like aircon man... esp when the air escapes and the oxygen go *blsshhhh* in ur face... very cold.. trust me..

Have gone out with melmel previously for a few days too! it has been fun and we also went to the gym! rmb our aim yea! and recently we also met beckbeck at lido there then we were talkin and drinkin startbucks at the same time also! ;) how i missed the OLD days.. haiz.. where did the rest of my gd frens went to.. sobsobs..

Next i shall blog about my moving back to bishan... ha... nthg is better than ur own home man.. i finally believe tt.. and FINALLY i have back my own room! But in the case of laptop.. huh.. nt so MINE even till now.. thanks alot to the "NG Family moving Pte Ltd" haha really appreciate it.. of nt for ur we wldnt have been able to do it so quickly yea;)

Have been busy with my CCA and now im currently working so very tired and so i shall just end off here with this short post. I kinda missed the prev NRA too coz i kinda feel a little distant frm them now and im like hestating whether to stay and stuff esp when i still have so many other commitments and i always have to give up either all.. kinda tired of chossing bt what to do.. haiz..

P.s: Thnx SamLee for tt talk tt day, i noe its for my own gd bt i still cant bring myself to do it yea.. no worries!

2007-09-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm sentosa was gd i suppose.. nt exactly VERY fun bt yea... i lost joac's frisbee.. im SO sry.. we tried to find it t we cldnt.. love some of their company.. bt to me it wasnt entirely enjoyable coz of certain reasons.. some of u might noe why la bt oh wells.. it was kinda ok aftall.. tts it.. dun have the photos so yea.. no photos for u guys to see.. tts all for nw folks.. cya;)

lovegabbysasachriseun=)

2007-09-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

Okie! now i shall talk about my work experience aft the 4 days i have worked there during the comex fair.. overall it wasnt that bad.. the only thing was that it is VERY tiring coz apparently u have to repeat things to say over and over again... and we kinda have to stand for like NINE freakin hours la.. by the end of the day we all shag le then go makan then go home lorh... almost everyday we gt home at 12 plus only one day we gt home slightly earlier which was 11 plus...

in the end of the whole fair i got myself 2 USB flash memory and a speaker which was cheap and i hope its good.. so far its ok la.. lol.. gt lots of things to buy bt must wait for a few weeks then i can get my money.. sian.. oh wells.. i shall just wait till then then=)

2007-09-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

HERE IS THE LONG AWAITED POST! I have been wanting to blog quite some time ago le but coz right aft chalet then i gotta go work at comex then the workin hour very long and very tiring so got no time to blog.. since today i had late lunch so wasnt hungry then dun eat dinner lorh so can come home SLIGHTLY earlier to blog heheXD ok this is how my class goes...

first i went down all the way the queensway to meet my wife coz APPARENTLY she told me that her class is goin down there to make their class tshirt or smthg and since she kindly follow me to my class chalet i shall also make the effort to go down ma... then we can keep each other company on our long journey to pasir ris there... then when i reach there her classmates were like teasing me.. like wateva la.. nt funny lorh.. grrr... then soon aft killing time we made our way down to pasir ris... so we took the..

~~~~~Choo~~~ choo~~~ TRAIN~~~~~

ok finally we reached pasir ris white sand and aft looking at the schedule for shuttle bus to downtown east, we realised we only have to wait a few min and its FREE and convenient why not right? then the shuttle bus come liao.. we board the bus and reached the entrance to downtown east! i had to book for my own chalet the next day bt realised must be 18 to book and have to have ic also then can so i cnt lorh.. in the end i met shawn and some of them at the entrance then he gt ic so ask him help me book... THANKS SHAWN! it was really a great help=) then aft tt i gt the free tix in and then my wife and i went to the room to rest while the others went dunno where to play...

not long aft we rest the bbq started and we went downstairs to help the guys and stuff la.. then more and more ppl came in and it became more and more lively lorh.. basically i was quite pleased in the sense that everyone took turns to cook and im nt sure if any DID just sit and eat w/o helping la bt im sure majority did help out=) then aft we makan some of them left and it was only left we like maybe 10 of us and then soon aft 2 of shawn's fren left leaving 8 of us.. we tried to fin all the food tt we cooked.. played the game stress or speed which was like FREAKIN funny watching shannon and shuxian play and so on and so forth then we proceeded to our night walk segment=)

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we started walking from our chalet which was downtown east to maybe pasir ris park there then we were brought to this freaking dark place bt only xian shannon gary and shawn went in.. the other four of us which was grace myself chris and brian set outside wait for them.. coz it was like exactly the 15th of the ghost month and it was reaching 3am la! then in the end we nv go lorh only the four of them did=) then we walked somemore where there was alot things to play and it kinda had a huge playground with lots of gigantic "toys" to play with heheXD the first thing we played was this huge spinning wheel thingy.. hard to say in words.. this is it;)

then aft we play awhile then very giddy le so we stopped and we proceeded to another thing and that is the modified version of OUR "flying fox" which actually did add in much more fun then the usual one.. wanna see wat actually took place? look below here=)

After that we were just walking around trying all the other stuffs and then shannon came across this little chair which seems cute and fun and "HARMLESS" so he happily sat on it and then he came out of it "crying".. wanna noe why? watch and u will noe! (read the words if u cant hear it.. shannon said it HIMSELF!)

After we had enough of the "flying fox" thinggy we went on to other games which is i thinkthe huge slides and maybe the huge spider web? lol.. this one got no video only got pics.. here u go;) only few of us climb only la coz aft playing so much everyone was kinda exhausted so only shawn xian chris myself and gary climbed;)

Soon aft we climbed right to the top of the spider web.. we made sure we took lots of pics then slowly we all made our way down.. by then all of us were very tired already so not long aft we made our way back to our chalet..

when we got back the gurls got to bathe first coz i said so! no la.. coz gurls hair more diff to dry ma so i request for gurls to bathe first so wont take so long to dry ma.. then one by one we all fin bathing le and we continued with our speed game then started to cam whore and played games like the name game and story game and dunno wat la.. i took some pics... lets look!

2007-08-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

Basically i am not really in the mood of blogging but i think i shall still update on some big events tt happened in my life.. hmm let me see wat shall i talk about.. oh ya.. we went to send val off at the airport one morning.. it was very early in the morning.. somehow everyone who went looked half dead..

yea and as u can see quite a no. of us went for it.. i suppose tt not everyone of us were close to her but we just wanna send her off and bid her farewell and wish her a safe journey there.. wish her all the best and god bless=)

After tt we went to the staff canteen to eat and we chat for quite awhile with mel becky gaga and sasa... dunno where chris went anw.. the nasi lemak there not nice de... then we left for starbucks then sasa gaga and myself went to tampines coz i needed to go there to meet for ndp training.. sad... coz im definitely gonna miss my ndp frens... then we went tampines and there was this HOT metro sale lol *giggles* bt i had to meet my frens le so cldnt shop.. then met them and went to the gakkai then everything began as usual lorh...
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Next up we had our ED pendence day.. went to meet chris aft she fin sch at the tp ntuc to buy our marshmallows and joac's potato... didnt noe how to choose the potatoes so just anyhow lorh.. our definition was tt as long as it looks ok we will take it lol... then we met jeremy samkwah and adeline on our way there so we followed jem lorh since he knew the way heheXD

then when we got there thy started the fire while chris and i stayed in the living room helping me do the friendship band for my ndp frens for the next day.. very tiring sia.. then we went to makan aft tt and we played taboo.. it was quite a fun game though.. then we went to the living room again and darren myself and chris we were playing this toy tt pops up when we poke the knife into the wrong hole.. darren was the big loser aft the whole night of game and we shared alot.. lol.. loved the time we spent sharing yea;) we lasted till 5 smthg in the morning then everybody took a nap and went back at about 6 plus in the monrning... i went home asap as i had ndp in the early mornin tt morning..

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Now its NDP day and i kinda dun want today to end as some of u might noe why... i met my frens in tampines and we had lunch together then went to gakkai to gather b4 leaving.. while they were chanting i was doing nthg then ltr i ask the aunty help me do makeup coz i have no idea how to do it.. boarded the bus.. told myself tt today no matter wat i cnt look sleepy bt the fact tt i slept about 3 hours plus nia makes it hard to achieve.. i boarded the bus and zzzzz i woke up at the exact dropoff pt.. phew..

we went to the waiting area then as usual ate lots of stuff and then i was busy taking LOTS of pictures... and then tt was basically wat i have been doin for the past few hours there.. take pics and eat and change lorh.. was looking for someone at the same time though=) then aft tt we set off and smthg happened bt i shant say then performed and a mishap happened coz my phone somehow dropped, wont elaborate on it bt yea phew i handled it well lol, then took pics again then went for grand finale.. then watch fireworks and took pics again and 'played' i didnt have the mood to play coz of yea.. then we left and tt was the end.. sad.. dun wanna say le la.. so sad.. i kinda miss him and them sobsobs='( and tts it for nw.. I NEVER REGRET JOINING NDP THIS YR! NDP 2007 rawks my world! ;)

2007-07-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

Pain! argh.. went sentosa with my darling today... it was some living sancutary church thinggy.. darling's fren ask her go then she ask me go then i go lorh.. got sun burnt sia! lol.. rastus and rasmus is also from that church too.. met them and gary there also..

at first we went there then play water and crossed the bridge then went to the other side and there were fishes! darling was scared but in the end she went into the water.. brave sia.. *applause* overcome phobia leh.. then ate the lunch box then ate nacho cheese.. then aft tt we went to play water again, then soon aft we started to play with ras and his frens.. his frens are kinda nice ppl i suppose.. they started to dig 2 big holes then tried to connect it with a tunnel but aft much effort they gave up le, quite sad but oh wells its their choice.. at least they know they have tried and wont regret=)

Then the ras brothers kept pulling our legs in the water la! then my poor darling so scared tt she hug me like some koala bear like tt.. LOL.. so funny.. we had lots of fun la heheXD then aft everything we went to vivo bk to eat dinner then rastus, dunno-who and rainer tried to do funny things to us can! haha i shall not go into details bt we arent tt silly! we wont fall into the same trick twice! blaugh! =P

went back to tp coz darling didnt wanna take mrt to bishan le coz ALOT of ppl so we dropped off at bishan then i bought some stuff then we went back le.. coz VERY tired le aft a LONG day of fun.. lol.. k ba tts all for now folks.. wld try to update soon! ;)

2007-07-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

today gt no sch! cool rite! lol coz elearning and one module postpone ma.. tts why.. anw i went back to sch to practice for the audition tml.. representing nra.. i hope i wont embarass myself tml sia.. anw.. we all got blue black on our knee caps coz of all the dance and stuff..

aft tt i made my way to botak jones to surprise greg coz he is leaving for army tml le.. the food was alright bt the portion was very big and thus as usual i cnt finish.. had a great time with them and yea i was the youngest.. eh.. NONONO.. i wasnt! ben gwee was! rmb! lol.. anw i had fun with them and yea.. wish u all the best greg and see you real soon yea! this are some pics.. enjoy! =)

2007-07-10T13:49:00.000+08:00

just came back from msia ystd morning about 2 smthg in the morning, had a great time with my cousins and stuff, it has been quite some time ever since myself and my cousins had such fun already, because we have either work or sch and its hard to meet up and this wedding gave us a chance to leave the busy sg life and go to msia and play our hearts out!

overall i really enjoyed myself although the next day i have a cmmon test coming up and i did badly in it, in all i might think its worth it.

today sch got some flu exercise thinggy and so the whole of BA have no sch.. bt we have a no. of elearning stuff to do and guess some of u might noe its DAM difficult for me to go online recently.. bt oh wells lets just hope i can get my internet back soon!!!!

slacking now so i shld do some blogging.. hehe.. i realised im someone that thinks alot which i think might not be very good because its like u can lead a very simple life but if u think too much u will end up not enjoying it.. i actually envy some of my frens as to how cheerful they are always when i see them.. for example, jerome, leonard, josceline and mabe junhu.

they seem to be ppl who doesnt noe how to get angry.. wierd logic huh? bt oh wells, i wished i was like tt bt too bad im nt.. heheXD sch hasnt been good for me, nt doin well in ALL common test, in cca etc.. haiz.. i think its just a point of my life where i just have to take things lightly ba=)

baby i will wait for you,

coz i dunno wat else i can do,

dun tell me i ran out of time,

if it take the rest of my life.

-elliot yamin-

2007-07-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

i realised that there is no point because he doesnt even care.. (random)

They sayif you love something let it go
and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then I made 4 rights
now I'm back where I startedand you're back in my life.
The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
can somebody help mehelp me get out of this circle
get out of this circle?

2007-07-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

I said that i wld update my blog soon and here i am! lol had session during Ed today and yea.. i wanted to share at first bt dunno why just cldnt open up today... recently i think i have been feelin downcast.. not many ppl can see that as i kinda didnt show it.. mainly bcoz of my class i suppose.. it was very fun at first.. but as time goes by.. cliques start to break up and i seriously dun see any class unity anymore.. maybe some wont realise coz they are always together.. i mean i seriously understand also but oh wells.. lets just hope everything will turn out better..

bcoz of this, im finding refuge in my church frens and my NDP frens because from them i can really feel the concern and warmth they have for their fello mates i suppose.. now.. i mean in sch i dun feel the bond anymore as i used to.. so ive decided to spend on my frens who deserve it more i suppose..

maybe spending time with my church frens wld make me much happier as i dun have any thing tt i need to hide frm them.. im actually quite disppointed but oh wells.. maybe its just a process.. thnx shuxian for being there for me in sch yea... u really made me feel much better...

im going to msia in 2 days time, im getting abit emo now.. i doubt anyone cares anyway.. other than maybe my darling and my NDP frens ba.. also no one will realise and qn where i am de.. quite saddening but oh wells... these are part and parcels of life.. like wat joacs and greg shared.. i have the same feelin bt just didnt share.. do i make a difference? apparently my ans now is no and its hard to change.. bt anws.. goin to sch.. haiz.. nvm.. we'll see soon.. tata

2007-06-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

Its been quite awhile since i blogged as ur can see.. heheXD anw i dun have much time to do so either.. hmm shall say that recently i went to work at the World Economic Forum and it really gave me a great experience.. smthg i might nv get to exp if i didnt get this job... and it was really great.. then i also went for NRA camp.. it was very strainuous but i enjoyed it la.. i have NOT danced so much in my life b4 i suppose.. very tiring bt fun.. yea tts about it for nw.. might try to pop by soon heheXD

They sayif you love something let it go
and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then I made 4 rights
now I'm back where I started
and you're back in my life.
The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
can somebody help mehelp me get out of this circle
get out of this circle?

2007-06-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

Feel kinda happy today... it has been such a long time ever since im so happy le.. thnx to some ppl who have made my day=) Realised tt i have been thinking about the sad stuff that i tend to overlook the good things around.. and yupps i do agree that if anything was to happen i always will have fren to care for ME!! Felt so heart warming after hearing that...

Received a doggy today aft my Bstats test in sch today! Its freakin CUTE la! haha thnx alot man.. u noe who u are heheXD I shall cuddle it to slp today and bring it to sch tml!! Haha thnx for ur effort to cheer me up yea=) Was playing with it on my way to orchard lol...

Met my darling aft my test.. i went to sp to meet her.. must take turns ma so i go down lorh.. and since her frens voted for orchard we go orchard lo.. had lots of laughter with her DEFINITELY! haha at least it stops me frm thinkin all the bad stuff and just enjoy the companionship of those who truly care for me=) we got there and was kinda hungry (as usual for the both of us) so we went to look for foody! In the end we decided on Set A for OMU rice! haha its deliciously but was very filling... we had a hard time to fin.. bt in the end we DID it!

After that i met my bro and we went to NorthPoint to get our long awaited PSP! lol.. so we bought the set with some accessories and then we had to wait for the guy to do smthg to the software so he told us to go back in about 20 min time... So.. while waiting.. we went to.. TIMEZONE! hope u noe what is tt.. yea and then we walked around watching pros playing those gun gun game.. then inn the end we cldnt take it anymore and used two dollars to play BBALL! lol and for 9 pts we can get a eraser and for 3 pts on the bball gives up 1 pt.. bt sadly we only gt 7 pts aft the 2 bucks spend.. dam sucky la.. then we were laughing on our way back.. saying tt we both SUCK! LOL.. its been long ever since we had so much fun together le coz of our busy schedules.. bro has to work and me sch..

One of our AMAAZING surprise is tt we found our FAVOURITE and long lost TEPPAN-YAKI! and surprisingly i saw my fav chef which use to work at J8 and he still somehow recognises us! haha dam funny la!.. then we collected our psp and went home! nthg special aft tt and here i am.. Felt tt today was a great day and thank God for everything and everyone u have given me!! =)

2007-06-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

Gt not much thing to blog about since this whole entire week is gonna be our common test.. the most recent thing is tt i went to watch shrek ystd it was funny but some parts i dun get it so i nv watch lo.. i went to watch the movie with Lester and Shawn.. Being a little random here but im gonna just share some of the sweet lyrics which i kinda think its quite meaningful... here it goes..

I never forget, What I don't want to forget, Even if I don't try to remember it...

It wasn't because of sadness, That I was about to cry...

I have so much I long to ask you, But now the chance has gone, When your picture fades each day, In my heart the memory stays...

My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak, Can't believe I feel so weak...

For you I'd cross the world for you, I'd do anything...

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night, But I'd rather have you here with me, Right next to me...

Stronger than yesterday...

2007-05-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! im back and in this post i shall blog wat happended on ben's bday celebration in sch! lol.. we ended our lesson at 11am today coz of the change of plan and then qin, samantha and some of them went to buy the cake and gift.. then we kinda had a surprise party for the two birthday kids! they looked kinda shock and i guess tt we kinda had fun too.. i suppose we took a break from all the stress and maybe due to the upcoming common test and stuff.. anw shall put some class pics we took tt day! enjoy=)

2007-05-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

im quite bored and aft blogger has been repaired i can now come back and blog again.. on fri night i went for supper with my frens and coz i haven seen them for quite some time due to the different schedules and stuff so i asked my dad for permission and so he allowed me to be home by 12am tt night and yes we were talkin about some wierd stuff with the people sitting at my table.. and then i went home with josc chris sasa.. i took the same bus as sasa and then when we gt bakc we've decided to sit at the stairs in between our blocks and we REALLY had a heartfelt talk.. it has been a really LONG time ever since we have talked like tt and then as it gt ltr our parents called and we had to go back le.. gt home about 12.30 plus i suppose.. and then ltr my darling called and then we planned to meet the next morning for a jog.. heheXD.. i need to LOSE WEIGHT! ahah.. dalring no nid bt i need.. and then in the end we talk on the phone until 2smthg in the morning then wake up eight plus in the morning the next day.. i jogged to he rhse there to meet her then we suppose to go play at the spider web bt we ended up spending our time at the doggy training area haha! then we went to macs for breakfast as planned.. then we were talkin talkin and yea.. we then met zena and jobeth there too.. and we saw tt manager tt is on duty on fri nights in tp! tt irritating manager.. i boycotting macs coz of her kay.. bt dunno why i went there for breakfast then..

in the aftnoon i went home to slp whereas chris went back home to bathe and get ready to go for the facil training thing.. met her in church slightly earlier so tt she could give me updates on some stuff.. then yea i came and i heard and la la la.. then went for mass with them and yay! chris sat with me tt day for mass hehe.. if nt i will be bored to death.. then hang around for awhile then i left for ndp trng.. had a little misunderstanding during the ndp trng bt tt one nt impt.. then coz there was pasa malam there so i bought ramly burger home for dinner coz i haven ate dinner.. then coz kor went for chalet and parents playing mahjong, i was quite alone and had nthg much to do so went to bed early about 12 i suppose..

this morning i was woken up by my grandma's hp and then i got up and since my dad prepared mee tai mak for breakfast then i eat lorh.. nt bad quite nice coz very long nv eat liao.. then watch huanxhu gegeIII and then i gt hungry again and finished the noodles that remained.. and here i am to blog! may be goin for bbq ltr.. see how first lo.. tata!=)

2007-05-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

hey guys i noe u miss me!!! heheXD better update on smthg if not this blog will kinda like die sooner or ltr liao orh.. today was a freakin long day.. my every tue and wed is the longest bt wed sux the most i tell u... the lesson were kinda boring for the first part of the day and then aft sch i went to church to see my frens!! i miss the CJians!! i purposely went down to see them bt none of them went down bt i manage to see sam on the bus and then rome rome came for mass b4 i left and then i met gabby and sasa at j8!!! this is called fate i tell u! so the trip to and fro was worth it.. then aft i left church i went to meet my bro at j8 to buy gifts for mummy for mother's day.. we took a hell lot of time man.. dam difficult.. when we were about to give up le then we found wat we want! then we were like "ONZ" and we went ahead to buy it le.. then thought tt it wasnt enough so we went to buy flowers for mummy.. we thought tt she loved flowers so give her lo.. then we gt home b4 our parents did then wanted to surprise my mom so both my bro and i hid so tt they cldnt find us.. WE HID UNDER THE BED! can u believe it?!?! haha it was dam fun la.. seeing the fact tt we are both so old liao bt still play this kinda game.. haha! my parents were also having fun i suppose LOL.. then aft tt my mom thanked us for it then eat dinner then bathe and here i am lo.. yups.. tts it for nw.. dun have exciting life stories to talk about so yea... i hope tt i can bond more with my class if nt i will dread to come to sch man.. haha.. tts all folks! see u guys soon!=)

2007-04-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

haha im back and im here to update coz im bored! muahaha! lalalalala... was watching this show then was thinkin hw poor thing the lead actress sia.. i mean she sacrificed so much to start a new life bt in the end the guy disappointed her! STUPID guy! cant believe there are such jerks on Earth man... heck him la.. im dam sad i cant go on mon for the ED gathering thing.. im trying of ways to make it for both lorh.. even to the extent to takin taxi to pasir ris from tp lorh... shyt la.. as dunno who say even if i go my heart will still be with them de! argh! i hate it when i have to make this kinda choice lorh.. coz seems tt i dun have actually.. and yea sch till nw nt as gd as i thought.. for some reasons i still prefer IJ leh.. quite disappointing lorh.. and then i have a feelin i will strt drifting away frm church le.. its like i dun even feel like goin to church anymore... like so useless la! so wat if im there right? theres nthg much i can do! hate it man.. hate feeling useless.. bloody hell.. ai ya heck it.. hope tt ming tian hui gen hao!! heheXD

2007-04-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

haha i haven blogged for quite some time liao so i better do some update before sch start sia.. if nt this blog might just die off la.. this week the highlight shld be my baoc 2007 ba.. the first day was freakin boring.. oh my tian.. its so boring tt how i wish i can go home like IMMEDIATELY la!i already dun like orientations and nw the first day prog just made it worse.. 2nd day was slightly better bt it was also only towards the end tt it gt better with the more exciting games ba.. actually frm the 2nd day onwards i spent more of my time practicing our dance.. then third day we performed.. it was the most HOO HAA thing of the three days la! i tell u GY dancers rawk man! i am so much closer to the dancers compared to my grp.. surprising right bt maybe coz i spent more time and sweat with them during our practice ba.. tt was tue to thur.. then last sun went for easter lunch! was fun man i tell u.. esp when chris and i wear nice nice.. like typical dolls like tt.. abit overdressed bt who cares.. aft tt went orchard shop awhile then we went home while the others go dinner lo.. OH YA mon i went to sentosa!! went to tan.. gt quite dark i hope haha.. haven been to the beach or even SENTOSA for a freakin long time le ba was kinda excited.. yes the guys were VERY late and i being there alone was the only gurl waiting alone... then played volleyball and frisby.. then aft we ate at dunno a place called wat la.. the burger veh big one.. then we went to vivo to watch meet the robinsons bt b4 tt we went to candy empire the get chocs!! the ppl who went went myself joacs aaron ET carol mel joshua and then ltr for dinner and movie chris joined us.. thnx for the company all of u!! sry for my emo me b4 the movie.. my bad.. psps.. HEEHXD then aft tt we went home le lorh.. ystd went for ndp as usual aft mass.. we measured our size for the costumes and then strted new steps today.. was kinda confusing for once.. i was VERY blur i tell u.. so embarassing.. esp during the formation part... then aft all i went home.. previous night slept aboud 3 plus talkin on the phone with chris then ystd slept about 4plus5 watching step up and shadow skill.. then today celebrated grandma bday and was FULL aft tt man.. woah.. haha and very tired also.. haha.. then tml gt sch.. SIAN!! yea tts about it for nw.. cya peeps!

2007-03-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

shall talk about wat has happened for the past few week... realised tt it has been some time ever since i updated.. paiseh... coz i have been working for the past 3 weeks so was dam busy and FREAKING tired.. realised tt it is really better to study than work sia.. let me think about wat has happened for the past week.. hmm.. we had this core team gathering and we played football.. went late.. didnt exactly wanna go bt cox promised jerome tt i wld be ther so i die die have to go show face.. and OH YA! thnx joshua for shielding the ball for me if nt the ball wld be come flying towards me and *piak* on my face liao.. thnx really..=) and then was kinda scolded for kicking the ball wrong way or smthg.. nt scolded bt ai ya u noe wat i mean... anw nowadays i feel tt everything i do is wrong and tt something is telling me to STOP WAT IM DOIN! maybe i unknowingly heeded the 'advice' so have nt been enthu about church stuff and activities anymore.. shall talk about tt ltr.. went for NDP practice aft palm sunday mass today and HE pang seh me.. dunno where he went bt then yea wanted to leave quite badly coz i feel so lonely there! firstly tt is nt my religion and the few ppl i noe is limited!! i dun even BELONG there at all! argh! when it ended i was freaking glad.. then aft tt gt home le.. oh yea had a talk with gerald and shawn aft our session meet and was glad to be able to share with them stuff and vice versa..

haha this part of the post is removed due to the scary conssequences tt occured so yea maybe i shld nt have posted... anw everything will be fine to those who HAVE read it liao thnx=)

2007-03-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm it has been about 3 days ever since i came back from camp le... issit? cant rmb la.. lazy to go think anw.. the camp this yr was totally different frm the first one i have been to last yr.. like TOTALLY... the big difference was tt last yr i went there as a member and this yr i am planning the camp.. for some reasons i was the facil IC for the camp on the end.. fortunately i had xavier to help me out during the planning and stuff.. THNX! to me throughout the whole entire camp.. there was only 2 parts tt i rmbered the most and it was the preparation of the water bombs and the washing of feet...

while preparing for the water bomb game, some of us had to go out to the field to go MAKE the water bombs... we had LOADS of fun and i really mean LOADS of it... we ended up getting alll wet even b4 we played the actual game... we poured buckets of water on each other.. throwing the bombs at each other and somemore gt ppl use hose la! cheater bugs.. bt anw.. it was hell lot of fun time we spent together.. all of us like aaron jerome chris mel becky and myself we really enjoyed ourselves or at least i did.. was thinkin tt it was quite painful when the bombs hit the u-noe-where places... i was staggering for awhile then aft tt ok le... we played the spin spin game also dam funny.. had to pass the polo sweet using the toothpick in the mouth.. was quite clumsy on my part aft the spinning.. i sat on the floor and aaron had to say why i can pkay until fall down la.. so embarassing... then dog and bone etc was ordinary...

another part of the camp tt really touched me was the WOF... i only allowed chris to wash my feet and the other way round... somehow i didnt allow others to do so to me is coz i thought tt i wasnt worhty enough for them and stuff.. i have tt i-can-wash-urs-bt-u-cant-wash-mine kinda logic... just somehow i think its too much coz i feel inferior.. maybe its just me.. trying to change bt i just cant help it.. maybe many ppl will think i am the happy go lucky kinda person bt deep down my self esteem is nt any higher than an ordinary human being...i noe my frens meant well so its alright... thnx gilly bearbear for the affirmation.. for andrew on those words of advice.. for xavier for helping me out when im in need.. for joac for being there when i needed a listening ear and stuff.. for aarona nd jerome for brightening up my days when im down.. gabby for the ALLIANCE!! haha.. and shar, mel, becky for the cam whore!! lol.. love ALL of u! and most imptly.. my darling CHRIS!! *muacks* really.. i thank God for u and ALL my frens.. thnx chris for sharing stuff and being there for me.. thnx all of u for ur affirmations and words of encouragement.. its really appreciated... thnx josh for helping me out during the WOF too! and ET and APY for the grp thinggy.. last bt nt least ALL MY LOVE FACILS! to "MY" Facils.. ET gabby josc fiona ben joac ET jeremy addison andrew darrengoh perry (jerome).. i love u all! thnx alot for u guys help! =)

overall the camp was great though of some screw ups here and there as long as it DID touched ppl's life im happy.. nt to worry coz it HAS touched at least one person's life which is none other than myself.. also great thnx to all those who wrote those sweet letters to me.. i love them too=) go PIGS! love ya!

p.s to all my frens in camp etc... let me die in ur place if im given a choice. pics frm camp===>

2007-03-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

gt nthg to do so i shall update... hmm... gonna start work in about 2 days time le.. quite sian of it bt think of the MONEY! i hope i can like earn more coz i need to get clothes for my poly days! u noe how hard it is or nt!!! but anw.. ok i shall talk about ystd.. went to tp west cc for bball AGAIN in the morning.. suppose to meet chris exactly at 9.30am bt WHOOPS! u guys shld noe and then ken was there then we slack awhile b4 they came... then play liao fin then go bathe lorh.. then follow sebbs back to his hse there coz goin to my aunty hse there which is near is hse.. blur me wld prefer to go with someone in case i lose my way ma.. haha thnx sebbs! u made my day easier^^ then aft tt met ryan at tampines mrt and wats unusual.. he is late like AGAIN! then we went to eat at pizza hut.. we both had a hard time finishing our food.. TRUST me.. then went to get stuff then went for the STUPID ndp meeting.. waste my time LA! bt i gotta noe a new fren.. her name is called Elda.. shes a nice gurl;) hope to see her soon.. i better noe more frens there sia.. if nt if it gets bored im like SO dead la.. and anws.. quite bored and tired at the same time so shall look forward to our annual cyf camp! come ok ppl! yoohoo!

2007-02-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

have been tired the past few days... went to Aaron's house for core team gathering then played cards as usual and then bai nian at the same time.. oh my goodness his rm is freaking BIG la! im jealous LOL... so big sia.. but anw.. went home at about 12 plus to one like tt.. on sat night i slept at around 3plus in the morning i think then had to reach church by 7.30am so i woke up about 6 plus.. TIRED sia.. then went to help fundraise till i halfdead la... then i was also sick for a few days le.. like cough sore throat fever tt kinda shit lorh.. then gt a lil fever too bt dun worry i wont die so easily de HEHE! then once in a while i will get giddy and stuff.. wa dam shitty la.. then i dun go help i feel so bad liek leave all the jobs to the ICs and stuff.. poor aaron also starting to sick better tc sia... then aft the fundraising chris follow me go my house bai nian then ltr joacs and rome came too aft the evening mass and stuff then aaron came.. then we ate our dinner at my place.. we ate STEAMBOAT.. then aft tt we all hide in my rm to play cards le lol... then b4 tt me and chris combine to play with my relatives.. we DAM lucky.. trust me.. then we played among ourselves and i earned abit leaving jerome the only one tt lost haha.. then i sent them off then i slept SUPER early tt night at about 1plus coz had to be at church at 8.. woke up about 6 smthg lorh then chris called to wake us up =.= then aft tt we realise it is 8pm=.= i mean they send msg also can send properly or nt.. who in the right mind wld noe its pm and nt am.. then somemore this time i kanna cheated twice le lorh.. grrr... anw.. then i went for my meeting with xavier then finalised stuff then had dinner and lunch and stuff then went for grace's grandma's wake... then left for home.. then like tt lorh.. was VERY busy but also fun la in tt sense.. see all our half awaken faces in the morning and stuff.. lol.. tml have to wake up early again for sch thanksgiving mass so gd luck to me.. soon i will have panda eyes le haha! anw i also wanna slp le tata! nights!

my fav anime and its song! =)

2007-02-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

UPDATE!! tts wat alot of ppl has been askin me to do and here i am to blog about my interesting day... was suppose to have breakfast at lor 4 with joacs they all but in the end joacs was late and he lost the BET!!! which means... hehe.. he owes me TWO meal! and then subsiquently called josh rome bt one needs to do spring cleaning last min and the other halfway doTa-ing =.= then aft tt chris came and then aaron... so yea we ate and talk then suppose to go watch movie aft tt one bt in the end the two guys wanted to play tennis then i was like wth la.. then on the way to chris house to borrow the rauquet apparenly we thought we wld nt be able to borrow it bt thnx to clarrissa!!! muacks.. yea.. then went we gt there we were late for the booking time le so only played 1/2 hr coz they already decided to swim.. thnx to them me and chris gt nthg to change so we happily went to pool with our clothes... then security guard dun allow but HECK! i still went in heheh... then yea we were playing at the pool then joacs and aaron happily threw chris and me into the pool respectively!!! was dam scary bt was dam fun at the same time!! very long nv play at the pool le.. then bathed then had to borrow aaron's shirt to change.. dam big la!! bt anw.. then we made our way to church to have mass then help with the pranges thinggy.. poor chris and aaron havent eat the whole day so i went to get them waffles with the others as well.. then come back and help lo.. then in the end me chris aaron eugene and mr-warden and some other guys were carrying the cartons of oranges up and down the stairs.. i was DAM exhausted by then!!! sweat like mad to me ba... then went for session then went to macs and home le lorh.. tml must do church early again.. so gd luck to me.. AND HAPPY CNY EVERYONE! ^^

2007-01-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

woke up super early ystd morning coz we intended to eat breakfast b4 we all go for the briefing at 8.30am so i woke up at about 6 plus coz meeting joac in church bt then in the end i have to make my way there MYSELF and shant say the reason bt yea... then i follow instruction and went to the wrong place!! bah!! so DIU LIAN! then in the end had to msg aaron coz i realise i dun have ET number!! anw aaron was the only one there first so like tt lo.. then msg very lei chey then aaron called then i realise i was all the while at the wrong place!! then followed instruction AGAIN and gt to the correct place then met aaron and ET.. then we went to eat first lo.. then aft tt perry came and join us then yea as usual i was the slowest=.= then they all had to wait for me to fin... hehe psps... then in the end joac did nt manage to have his breakfast then go meeting le lo.. then we were separated into grps for facil then i was with joac and perry.. haha dam lucky.. went to registration and found tt my grp members are ok la.. phew.. then i knew tabitha and aloy.. saw jasmine also.. a little girl tt my aunty took care b4.. then whole day gt session and loads of games then lunch also.. then i brought them along lo.. was ok la.. they quite guai so its fine.. then aft tt met jun and went for mass.. supposedly i didnt wanna sit with them coz i was quite shag by then le then will slp kind.. in the end i end up infront of the altar!! ARH! then so xing ku.. mass ended...

then aft tt i was thinkin of how to settle my dinner?! then in the end i followed eun they all go buy waffles then ate it on our way and then soon aft the rally start liao.. it started off with some light pnw then gt dunno wat talk then gt activity.. by then i was quite shag le so didnt really listen and participate.. oppss lol... then it ended with so hyper pnw songs then aft tt i DAM shag liao.. im like walkin zombie la.. esp my eyes.. *yawn* then aft tt suppose to go kbox de bt too ex then i broke so didnt.. then so i went home lo.. was quite late by then liao.. then i went to use the com and then talk on the phone till like 3.30am without realising! luckily next day gt nthg on.. hehe.. then soon aft tt i went to bed le lo..

this morning i woke up at about 12 plus one.. then aft tt i was asked to go watch movie then i went lo.. watch kungfun mahjong 3 didnt quite understand bt at least i kinda noe the story.. then went to grandma place wanted to eat sakae bt had to bring tt little boy back first then instead of goin to slp i fell asleep there!! then woke up and have dinner then go home then here i am.. hehe.. long post sia:P

2007-01-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

went for core team mass and rosary with them today... ppl present were willy christabel felicia rovi johanna val gabby perry lynette me aaron jerome gerald (ps if i miss u out=)... is was very usual lorh.. then aft tt they went for dinner then i went with them bt nv eat coz waiting to have dinner with fam.. celebrating dad and mum's 21st anniversary... then aft tt came home bout ten plus.. play com then bathe then talk to ppl lorh.. update more bout sat stuff ltr..

I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIE TO ME AND TT THEY DUN TRUST ME!

2007-01-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

went to TP (Temasec Polytechnic) nt Toa Payoh with chris aaron and jerome today... we suppose to meet at church at 1pm bt apparently aaron and jerome was late.. as usual.. bt aaron was worse.. then in the end we decided to meet aaron at the tp interchange so chris jerome and i walked there lo.. then we took bus 8 and went straight there... then while on our way there the guys were talkin and talkin then me and chris talk among ourselves lo.. then time pass quite fast then we reach le.. gt there and gt their goody bag and saw tt the place was DAMN HAPPENING la! i mean as compared to RP.. maybe coz went RP on a sunday so lesser ppl lo.. then we walked around then soon aft tt we went back to TP.. met ethelbert then went to play then suppose to go back church for mass b4 session de bt in the end me and chris didnt go coz we ate less than an hr b4 mass.. then we sat outside st francis and eat and talk lo.. so WINDY LA! haha it was nice la.. then aft tt i attended session halfway then had to go dinner with fam le so i left halfway lorh.. then came home and then watch tv then bathe then fix my STUPID IE! cause me so much inconvenience sia.. AT LAST i repaired it! then here i am using lo.. may go bball tml and maybe will update tt tml la! haha..

2007-01-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

hmm shall say that this few days i have been staying at home and rot other than the day before ystd i went out.. went to eat sakae sushi and for goodness sake its such a waste for ppl like me to eat buffet! so lang fei la! bt anyway aft tt we went to wisma to go get some clothes for ryan and i SO kinda realised tt guys clothing very boring sia.. the girls department like so much more nice to shop bt anw yea was choosing some clothes and then was waiting outside the changing rooms and stuff... then aft tt we manage to get two tops and then we went off to i dunno where.. then walk and walk until we just happen to pass by espirit then we went to see MORE clothes then we saw this pink colour shirt then i thought it was quite nice so went to try on lo.. heheXD cant deny the fact bt like most of the clothes look quite nice on him de argh.. haha.. then in the end he bought tt set too... and till now i still findit quite nice lorh.. then go sony ericsson there to update my phone's software... i dunno for wat also bt just for fun lorh.. oh yea before tt we went to cine's epi centre and bought tt two apple keyring and thought it was quite cute.. then we also bought the 'red' cover.. and we went a total of 3 apple store the whole day! including the one at j8 where we just had to pass by.. then shop the day le DAMN tired... then i sent him home then i went home myself and sat downstairs and i love tt quiet time myself.. its like the best time u can quieten urself and think bout stuff..

supposedly im suppose to go back to sch today to take a look at the guides bt it keeps raining so heavily tt i dun wanna go liao.. so here i am typing my entry tt suppose to be updated quite some time ago liao haha... then tonight must go for session and since i recover like almost fully liao the more i shld go coz have been missing out on alot of things le.. and yea tts bout it tata.. see ya the next time=)