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Friday, November 30, 2007
You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

10:22 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
Just have the sudden urge to blog.. maybe it might be soon when i will start to say that i dislike to go to sch anymore.. i just feel tt as if i didnt belong to the class...

today was a BAD day.. getting said by my blaw teacher for not knowing how to do.. honestly im quite scared to ask her qns even if i didnt understand.. and then followed nt doin well in almost ALL my sml tests here and there.. it really sucks to the core..

it really sux to not have gd friends when i can actually confide in except for one or two? maybe tts the BIG diff b/w sec sch and poly ba.. everyone is going their own way.. feeling a little lonely inside while in sch.. wats worse is tt i want to talk to someone bt i just dun have the courage too... haiz.. tts a prob with me ba.. and maybe tts why i kinda seek shelter in my church...

though i wldnt say tt i feel WANTED in church also.. bt i think there are really ppl who is willing to listen to me and how i feel etc in sch..

Have a "nice" day.

5:03 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
This few days i have been feeling quite emo... have no idea why the sudden change in me bt i just hope that it is just for the time being.. dun exactly wanna go anywhere.. seem to feel that there isnt a place where i can be TOTALLY comfortable and welcomed and stuff...
Q: Do you noe why we fall?

A: So that we would learn how to stand up after that.

10:05 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
CON CAMP! i think most of us see this words wld noe wat i am about to blog about anw.. oh wells... before i blog about this i read my darling's post la and its like dam long! bt i shall try to make it long too! she refreshed my memory though! ;)

to me it was a hell lot of fun la! i shall start with the first day of camp which was on fri (16/11/07) and so i went to sch for IS as usual and luckily tt day's IS was the week with only 1 IS lesson coz ltr gt camp sure very tired one.. then aft IS i went home to put my lappy down and pack my bag.. no time la.. then took the bus down to mediacorp to meet chim-chim then we took the taxi down to RC to pick bernard and darling up. reached the campsite put our things down then we gt our milo ice! the rest of the ED-ians bought for us de.. mine tasted ESPECIALLY sweet.. (darling shld noe why heheXD) had a mini 15min session right aft then the day ended nt long aft chim's session.. then we played again then go zzz le.. about 1 plus we slp ba.. bt b4 tt we went with bearbear chris and mag to eat at the sandwich machine! Dam nice can! lol.. or maybe its just we are hungry.. heheXD


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SAT! oh my tian was DAM tired la! coz we had to wake up at 6.30AM coz ED slept together in the drama room.. and yea i slept quite well i suppose just tt nt enough.. haha sry darling frm POPing in b/w!! hehe (coz i wanted to slp THERE la.. beside *cough*cough*) very tired.... then we were kinda free until maybe 1pm before our next session.. then while the confirmants and the rest went to eat breakfast we practiced first... aft tt when they are back its our turn to go mummum... aft tt we kinda have our free time so myself and chris wanted to go up slp with security ppl de bt coz our slping bag wasnt there then very mafan then we didnt lorh.. jio mel de bt she say she wanna hear session then dun force her lorh..

then myself and chris saw ben sitting outside alone like dozing off one then we went to sit outside and talk lorh... soon enough mel taboleh tahan then came out to join us le.. we talked for quite awhile and LOTS of funny things happened! our topics were about girl and guy's.. lol.. For e.g. "Hey women and men!", "Huh? he noes my name?!?!" LOLOLOL (only mel and chris and ben will noe) and chris hits herself onto the floor! heheXD had to change place to talk then mel and i begin to tease ben and chris on how easily they can blush... it really worked on chris! This shows hw much i noe u! lol.. ben too dark le.. gt blush also cnt see de..

then go for 1pm session le.. everything was fine la just tt dunno why gt so much feedback.. bt oh wells... i guess we have much more to learn and must also learn through experience ba.. aft tt we had early dinner and that is like our only meal tt we had with the rest so far.. i think... then they prepare for reconciliation while we prac i suppose.. coz aft every session will have debrief ma.. then brief le then some of us went out to buy kopi, milo, teh etc... then we came back then wander around then i went for reconciliation myself... melmel cried.. i didnt.. a no. of ppl did i suppose.. aft tt we had shalom and myself mel and ben were "playing" for shalom.. ben on guitar, me on the dungbell? and mel on the drum. it was the same tune and beat throughout then it was calli tt sang bt in the end too long le so boomy took over... DAM funny i tell u! if u nt there u wont get it de! REALLY! i miss it so much.. hardly can get to laugh tt much..

fin the dance le we go back for our final pnw session.. i think everyone was dam high.. this batch kinda didnt need to push much de.. all will ownself sing.. very gd.. then myself and chris ended up singing.. i think the musicians and singers infront did a wonderful job in rarraring the crowd! GO ED! I love ED!! ;) then aft tt i think nt long aft we can go slp le... by the time we bathe fin and stuff we slept at about 3 plus like tt.. cnt tahan le! then myself and ben and chris were one of the first to slp..


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we were being awaken by some person in the room which alarm clock rang frm 6am onwards! we suppose to wake up at 7 de bt aft it rang i cldnt go abck to slp (though the song was nice) then bo bian 6 wake up le... i was one of the first though.. wash up then pack things etc.. break camp.. b4 tt had mass... was quite messy i thought bt oh wells we just have to learn frm exp i suppose.. lunch was served by ED (ED catering service haha fun) lol then by then we all seir already.. DEAD tired.. then they say i attitude.. bt when i board the bus to take photo? poof! my energy camp back then aft awhile i tired again..

went back to church put everthing back then we all went where we suppose to go.. ben and i had lessons.. sian=.= i was dead in class.. went home still had to study for blaw test tml then can slp.. very tired then slept thru the night!

OVERALL: the camp was VERY fun!




10:16 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Went to eat paper wrap chicken today! i was with shannon brian and shawn when we went! the food there not bad and the price was quite reasonable except for the pickles=.= (those who went shld noe why.. ) anw its ok! we learn frm our mistakes yea! oh ya! thnx shawn for the treat as my BElated bday present! lol... here is the evidence! ;)

10:12 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
Today i had my long IS day... dreaded it to core lorh! Luckily i met Ernie before tt and then we kinda talked.. it woke me up abit and tt lasted me for quite some time during my IAC class.. phew.. i suppose we were much more active ystd compared to the first lesson we had b4.. maybe we had a holiday on thur and tts why we had more rest??? maybe...

then met shuxian and shawn for lunch with lijoo and her bf then aft tt we proceeded for our LMS class... i think my LMS teacher very cute leh.. he so funny la..cant really imagine the fact tt he worked in a prison before lol.. then we FINALLY finalised our story line and who to do wat.. and once we are done with tt.. we can go le..

waited for shawn brian and shanno until i wanna rot le.. coz we planned to eat paper wrap chicken and tts why i waited.. walked there and we ordered 18 chicken and a big fried rice.. its hao chi de lorh! then shawn was following me for session then brian had to go home then i dragged shannon follow me and shawn go meet my wife and hanrong they all rematch ddr.. i lost to hanrong=.= (i guess i havent played for a dam long time le..) i dun believe i cant win him lorh.. will rematch someday..

dragged shannon for session to see his dear rome rome's session then he accompanied me take same bus home.. was quite funny on the way coz we both thought tt the initial drizzle was due to ppl talkin and the saliva spat on us =.= LOL!! gt home bathe and slept.. too tired..

11:06 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Ystd night as i got home my bro took my com to play and tts why i didnt get to update my blog.. maybe i shall start updating frequently even though it might be a short post=)

Let me think wat i did ystd... it was tue and we had elearning for bca and tts why i had lesson from 9-11 and then we have break ALL the way from 11am to 5pm for the next makeup lecture on thur! hahahah craziness right... so we've decided to go gym... my dear rastus was the one tt asked us to go gym then we all say ok then in the end he nv go=.= oh wells nvm so in the end myself shawn brian and yuheng went gym lorh.. i almost died trying to complete my 2.4 PLUS dunno hw long la.. 30 min correct le.. think i DID push so yea..

then as usual i was the one tt ran the lowest and longest and yea brian and shawn was waiting for me then we go use the equipments together then met edwin and gerald there as well.. oh my gosh.. they were like training with weights la! not humans man.. wat 40kg or more can! and gerald can really hide his muscles well sia! lol

then in the end myself shawn brian yuheng went to the other gym downstairs to train the dunno wat thing thenwe were having lots of fun then ltr gerald came to join us.. we had alot of fun trying to do baby freeze and cupwheels and stuff in the free space.. lol and i suppose the guys had a GREAT laugh at me while i was trying to lift tt DAM machine! and i SURE did have a great laugh with ALL of them! lol.. esp brian and shawn man.. lol!! and since gerald is in magnum force de i was like askin hw heavy he can carry and i realise he is strong! (i thought i was heavier than shawn bt actually i heard wrongly haha)

then we ate lunch then went to lib to do bca.. brian went for some envoys thing then shawn myself and yuheng went to lib.. SHAWN said he had no lesson bt when we went to lib then jeremy talk to him he realised he HAS lessons! and so yea he went bt was late.. so left yuheng and me to do bca TOGETHER!! oh my tian.. we were like arguing and fighting over the book throuhgout the whole few hours can! bt he is a nice person to work with la=)

time passed fast and then shawn fin his lesson come meet us in lib then awhile more yuheng wanted bubble tea so we went to buy and i bought waffle while shawn and jianhao go photocopy notes.. alot ppl pon bt oh wells it was informative.. shawn waited with me till nra start then he went back i go nra then come home le lo!

11:04 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
Lets just start with the CT gathering... i shld say it wasnt tt bad la coz i suppose at least half or so went for it? it was not exactly fun in all bt we sure DID have fun when mel me beckbeck chirs and josc were behind all by ourselves we had LOADS of fun la! We all "zi" high lorh! did lots of stupid things and played games..

beck beck and josc had to do forfeits and beckbeck was the BIGGEST loser! then they had to dance and i recorded it.. in my phone lazy to upload.. then when it just passed 11 nt long we started to all go home and stuff...met joshua before i boarded my bus.. i knew i went somewhere else instead.. samsam shld know heheXD



This were pics of us can whoring infront of the fan to get tt "effect". heheXD

Today i suppose sch was nt tt bad.. it wasnt as bad as i thought in the sense tt time passed quite fast though its a 9-6 timetable... so long lorh.. the POA lecturer can puke blood i think lol.. anw we werew very noisy bt oh wells.. aft lessons all of them went somewhere except myself shawn shannon and brian.. and so we decided to walk to the the "paper wrap chicken" place near our sch to eat.. much to our horror.. it CLOSES ON MON! WTH right!
then coz we dun wanna go SIM eat so we went back to NP to eat.. then i was at the very "sa jiao" mode coz i refused to eat at the canteen coz very hot! then at first they say da bao then go cheers there eat bt when we reached the canteen then they say since we're there le then eat lorh.. coz there wasnt many ppl so nt tt bad la.. it was like 6 smthg 7 by then liao..
shannon fin eating le then we all took bus home.. brian acc me take 52 and both of us waited for about half an hour for the bus la! so long sia! then i met my parents at j8 for dinner and we had pepper rice.. then when we were about to be done guess wat! I met yongchao! i can recognise him leh! bt he didnt see me.. i msged him aft tt though.. then come home.. bathe.. blah blah blah.. tts it for nw! tata!



PS. To the one who MIGHT noe him or herself: You chose this path urself, dun EVER blame anyone or anything for it.

9:41 PM