Thursday, September 28, 2006
its been sometime ever since i have been online to update on my blog.. aft the prelims last week and this week is a whole new start for me.. have been receiving all my papers this week and i can say tt i did SUPER SUPER badly.. can u ppl see tt i am damn sad now.. somehow in DEPRESSION liao larh.. seeing that frens around me are all doin well and so much better than me is so depressing.. dun really wanna talk about it le larh.. aft i feel even worse.. lets see wat thing i can talk about other than studies.. so depressing..
erm.. on mon i rmb i went to school with a partially injured right arm.. ARGH! coz of some muscle pull or dunno twisted or dunno wat shit larh.. as long as its pain can liao larh.. then when i tried to write it is somehow difficult.. then got papers back and its the start of my nightmares.. was very sad the entire week.. things got worse when some frens did things to make things worse.. shant talk about tt anyway.. but it was nice of some frens to console so yupps.. actually i shldnt be brooding over this right now.. JUST WORK HARDER FOR O'S! i HAVE HAVE HAVE to.. i start feeling the stress now.. must buck up sia.. if nt CONFIRM die one..
to make my days better i shld think tt its just a month more then aft two weeks of exam then IT WILL BE ALL OVER! think of the positive aft tt and the good results tt i will get aft tt then i think it will be all worthwhile i suppose.. then this whole week didnt feel good and then like tt lorh.. ystd went to run also gt no mood.. now in my brain everything is SAD SAD and SAD! ai ya just buck up now.. at least theres a month still.. just chiong for the last part of the race and then shld be fine le :) ok tts bout it folks.. tata ;)
Sunday, September 24, 2006
hello ppl! yes im back to update liao.. DUN say i nv update hor pei.. haha.. anyways ystd has been a quite fun day for me.. haven really had tt much fun ever since my o levels are drawing near.. thnx to the plc 0607 for organising the SEC 4 FAREWELL ystd (yay!)... i
kinda enjoyed myself so yea.. but wasnt please with some other thing nd how they handled things but oh wells.. since its over lets just forget about it.. we when there at about 10am then nt long aft they started GOH.. then we were playing with them.. messing their hair and tying their shoe laces together so we told them nt to take big steps when they fall out and CANNOT RUN!
or else they will fall down :P didnt really disturb kaishi coz i think she very poor thing.. i mean as wat she said larh.. coz we all started off together then now left her only.. if i was h
er i wld be very sian and dun wanna go for guides liao.. BUT tt doesnt mean i discourage her to go hor.. its just tt i will feel DAMN BLOODY SAD.. dun worry larh.. i think we all will come back de.. dun miss us.. haha! anyways.. then aft tt we went to watch the performance and the ppt presentation.. the skit was creative and funny though.. i like the kung fu part.. so cute sia my juniors.. haha! "everybody lets kung fun fighting.. HA!" haha so cute larh.. then see them 'fight' then the ppt slide and song dedication made some of them cry.. vann, shuyi, yuling, gwen and ame cried i think.. or at least tts wat i see ba.. then aft tt we go have party.. and EAT! wah so shiok.. haven party so long le.. then gt alot of gifts which i had to bring home myself.. so embarassing coz gt so many flowers.. haha! (thnx ppl for ur gifts.. its much appreciated.. sry to u ppl coz i nv prepare and stuff.. SORRY!) then aft tt went home le.. had an enjoyable sec4 farewell.. will nt regret joining guides.. thnx everyone.. esp plc 0506 :)aft tt i went home to open the present then went for a nap b4 i went for mass.. i went alone today lorh.. bro say he tired then didnt go then dad work night shift.. in the end aft mass coz my mom say she dun wanna eat so i ask her go home first then i go with my frens.. so FUN! nv see them very long le.. ppl like joachim, gerald, angie, lester, etc had loads of fun when i went out wiht them.. AND AND AND nt forgetting.. joachim and joshua LEE enjoy disturbing me.. wah.. frm church all the way to lor 8 sia.. i mean it was argh.. but its quite fun larh.. coz argue argue.. i mean very long nv go out with them le.. then i ate hokkien mee then i realised tt ethelbert and joshua's appetite is woah! then poor ame and joachim sitting beside me.. coz i KEEP STEALING THEIR FOOD! haha! :P i stole soup and honeydew sago frm ame and duck and longan frm joachim.. then aft tt we fin eating then slacking there.. then ethelbert and joachim started leaning back then i thought wat they were doin.. then i also lie back.. then joachim and his 'free shoulder lie' wow -.- haha! thnx for the free offer.. ahah! then we were staring in the sky see stars.. ame also joined us aft tt.. so romantic right.. with ethelbert lying on joachim shoulder then joshua went to disturb them.. hahah! then andrew tried takin pictures.. it somehow looks wrong.. haha! then aft tt we went off then i suddently cnnt walk.. coz i think my bone or smthg.. then they all showed concern.. THNX GUYS! ethelbert and angie offered to carry me but i was like nah its ok.. coz so embarassing sia.. haha.. then aft tt angie and lynette walk with me home.. thnx man.. had a wonderful chat on the way home.. thnx muacks.. then go home then go online then talk on the phone then go to slp le.. didnt realised i talk until so late le.. coz maybe i nt tired coz i slp in the aftnoon na.. didnt talk very long also marh.. less than an hour.. my longest talk was until 3am in the morning i think.. haha.. and tts all folks.. tata!
Monday, September 18, 2006
yo peeps! here i am.. back to update again.. been wanting to update but u noe larh.. i whole day slp slp slp.. so lazy larh.. talkin about slping... IM GROWING FAT!! argh! coz the whole of last week i was having exam so didnt have time o go jogging.. busy studying sia.. then even if gt time also very tired to go coz study liao then go zzz... coz of another stupid mistake i did again ystd i kanna scolded.. then wanted to be alone so i went to tell my dad tt i go j8 buy thing.. then i was taking my own sweet time to go walk.. then go there walk walk.. didnt wanna go home... then aft tt i suppose to go buy my poa answer booklet but dun have and i ENDED UP BUYING RUBBISH! ah ya.. u noe girls like me go popular buy crap one larh.. i go buy sketching pen then buy sketch book.. muahhaa.. lame right! i noe.. hahah!! but i love drawing.. or at least sketchin ba.. i noe my drawing sucks but i like to draw cannot arh.. :P haha.. the arts students can paint and draw so much nicer but who cares.. i like to draw wat.. hehe XD then aft tt i went to buy food coz haven eat lunch.. SEE see.! i told u im growing fat.. :( then aft tt i walked home through the u-noe-where.. SO WINDY! its the best place u can ever find sia.. so peaceful... free from all troubles and nags and stress etc. was walkin very slow coz didnt wanna go home.. nthg really lookin forward to at home.. i dun get to have a break frm all nags and bla bla bla... I REALLY LOVE THE U-NOE-WHERE LOADS MAN.. MUACKS! i presume maybe i take tt place as a hiding spot for me lorh:) was just day dreaming tt day.. how i wish my life with my future husband would be like tt:-we live in a super big HOUSE!-got cars like PORCHE! 
-full of HIGH-technology!(like those kind where u need finger prin to go in kind... then gt lots of diff computer.. feel like using what then
just use.. wah.. then gt hi-fi set those can blast out music kind.. oh ya better be sound proof.. then can scream and shout our lungs out also no one will noe.. home theatre system... AND ALOT OF THINGS LARH!)-Oh yA! my husband CNT LOOK DAMN UGLY!.. i mean those ppl who say looks doesnt matter i think is bull shit lorh.. no nid too handsome but i must able to face the person everyday tts why...:)-but most importantly is tt my husband must LOVE LOVE LOVE me! tt one most impt larh.. if he loves me to the core and i am very impt to him then the above nt really necessary le.. a simple life with more than the basics will do le i suppose i am the most fortunate person on Earth le.. i will die in contentment sia... but if gt above plus this.. EVEN BETTER!haha :)random thoughts:-i love peace-where are u? hmmm.. someone's waiting..-cant wait for o's to end.. muahaha!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
here i am.. back.. wat shld i say.. today is a damn FREAKING unlucky day for me! sobsobs... haiz.. my life now sucks.. two days ago just kanna scolded by dad and then cry for one and a half hour.. then next day go school eye swollen one.. then my fren ask me.. 'you cried last night arh?' then i ask her how she noe.. then she say coz can see.. then i was like omg.. is it THAT obvious.. hmm.. then today i have to take exam.. why? coz i am BLOODY retaking chinese! argh! why dun they just give me my distinction and i can heck care chinese.. ah! my paper today start at 11am.. so just as when i was intending to leave the house.. guess what? the door lock spoil and i CANT go OUT!! can u imagine.. u are suppose to be in school for a PRELIM exam and then when u are about to leave.. u realise tt u are STUCK AT HOME..! i was like omg.. let me out.. then in the end my dad bang the door and unlock frm outside or smthg then it opened! then we go out lorh.. the paper so boring.. i was like fin the paper SO early i was like stoning and drew on my paper.. then when i realise the collecting qn paper i was like OH SHIT! coz i drew on it... argh! then wat can i do.. i faster erase lorh.. but still gt.. whoops.. hahah..then the second unlucky thing today is when i was about to go home.. i walk walk and then the bird almost FELL ON ME!.. luckily i felt smthg and then move my hand a little then only kanna abit.. geez.. wet wet one.. EUUUU..! haiz.. guess today just not my day..thirdly.. when i was taking my aftnoon nap.. my aunty called and WOKE ME UP! then coz i cant really slp easily coz one ear swollen then nt easy for me go slp then i was WOKEN up!.. argh! forget it.. maybe its fate.. then i woke up and then here i am typing lorh..my life now sucks.. my dad ban me from talkin on the phone for too long.. especially when i am studying.. then even is discuss studies also must put on speaker mode.. this is so shit larh.. he say he nt comfortable when i on the phone.. he doesnt noe by doin tt it just tells me how much he doesnt trust me and tt feeling is damn shit.. ah dun say le larh.. feel so angry.. grr... anyway good luck to all those taking exams and tata:)random thoughts:-where were u when i needed u...-felt so much better aft the cry...-maybe its time to REALLY concentrate..-sorry....
Saturday, September 09, 2006
heres today's update.. i gt nthg much to talk about but i shall try.. erm.. went for philips sale this morning.. dad came into my room and off the air con and then told me to wake up.. if im nt wrong it was slightly before the clock hit 10 in the morning.. then i climbed out of bed and had my breakfast.. then went down to TP.. then when we were gonna park our car.. we met this super duper stupid driver who insisted of parking his car outside.. maybe he cant carry the things or dunno wat shit.. then he block the traffic then my dad was lke (drive so big car gt no brain gt wat use..) then i was like.. ai ya heck care him larh.. then we turned and went into the basement carpark infront of him.. then we went to see stuff.. so HOT! then i just cant understand why why why.. WHY! ppl keep stepping on my toe! very pain one leh.. then gt this stupid man.. carry also dunno how to carry properly then go hit me.. i was like wth larh.. sp painful.. sobsobs.. haha.. just jk.. i where gt so easy cry one.. :P LALALA.. i so high how to cry.. hehe.. then in the end we only gt 2 things.. wanted to buy fan.. but THEY DUN SELL! argh! waste my time only.. but nt really waste larh.. coz i gt wat i want.. muahaha.. XD then as we leave.. we went to buy the ice cream and then was feeding my dad on the wat back to the car coz he was carrying the stuff.. hehe.. i so mean right.. i was carrying but coz the ice cream was melting then i cant eat then my dear daddy help me carry de.. :) then when i went home.. bro showed me the xenosaga III. he then showed me the T-elos' power and it is also known as the T-XX (t, double x) it is supposedly a replacement for the kos-mos project in xenosaga I and II.. then still gt omega.. anyway the T-elos has pwr 3 times as much as kos-mos but later on i dunno larh.. then aft tt i watch and watch then tired le so i go zzz.. and then here i am!.. ok tts all for now folks.. :)random thoughts:-i dunno which is the truth..-why is life so complicated and tiring..-i dun want the holidays to end.. i really dun want..-to all those heartbroken outside.. gd luck :)
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
yes ppl here im back... shall talk bout wat happened on mon night.. i went for the shine jesus shine rally.. thought it was gonna be bored so was actually thinkin twice about goin.. but aft tt i realised theres no point of me staying home so i rather go out.. though my dad objected it but i still insisted of going.. (rather than to stay at home and rot right.. -.-) then suddnely my dad so nice he agreed to fetch me there.. then when i gt there chris was waiting for me at the bus stop then we went in together... at first i was lke cursing and swearing coz i was wearing specs and the drizzle keeps on cumin onto my specs.. argh! but as time passes i realise actually i had an advantage as compared to chris who had her contacts on! (haha.. -grins-)
we shifted in and out of the church coz it was like drizzling and then it was nt then it was again.. i was like kinda irritated coz cant they just freakin decided one where it wld be! make me go in go out.. so IRRITATING! then we started off with some PNW session and it wasnt tt bad coz we knew quite a no. of songs tt they showed.. and the person leading just reminds me of mrs tang! haha.. (chris shld noe wat i am talkin bout) so throughout the thing which lasted for about 2hrs we were all sitting under the rain.. was damn fun.. (poor chris was wearing white.. u noe wat i mean.. dun be cheeeky guys.. o-O) then we had some video sharing session then aft tt we had this smthg but i dunno wat is it called... then both me and aaron was kneeling on the carpark ground.. so PAINFUL! throughout the thing i was like half dying larh.. so pain until i wasnt even paying attention wat he saying.. coz we both nv wear long pants! then aft tt numb liao then cld hold on a little more longer then i gt up first.. cldnt really get up was like stuck to the ground.. then sat while others still kneeling.. then aft tt KNEEL AGAIN! then i omg then kneel lorh.. when it was ending the pnw session made the whole thing quite high.. but nt tt larh.. maybe coz to me the songs were nt LOUD enough only lorh.. then we jump jump.. (aaron was somehow high tt day.. dunno why.. hmmm.. haha!) then theres this guy the mr. u-think-u very-small guy keeps hopping around the guys infront of me... and piggy back on ppl.. so irritating.. dunno who u are but i see ur face i cant stand it liao.. and somemore infront of me hop here hop there.. u think u very funny arh.. grrr.. ok then aft tt when the rain somehow stop then gt wind blow.. so cold! aft the whole thing we went kfc to eat.. MS CHRISTABEL LIM bought a large drink..! i drink until i wanna die and was freezing.. so we shared our drink with ethelbert, willy, gerald.. etc... haha.. then we left early.. (oh y.. joshua and gerald's zinger was HUGE!) then we left early then when i gt home i gt slight fever and was having running nose and sore throat.. then still go bathe when i gt home like 11 plus.. then dad scold me.. heck la.. then nt long aft tt i also zzz liao...:)random thoughts:-is nt easy to find someone tt loves u more than vice versa-love those who love u-treasure wat u have now s it might be taken frm u anytime anywhere-thnx for being there for me ppl! *u noe who u peeps are*
Sunday, September 03, 2006
just came online so decided to type wat i did today.. ystd kinda had a little arguement with my dad and then later he show attitude by nt talkin to me then i also show attitude dun talk to him lorh.. like i will die like tt.. then he threaten me say wat 'tml u dont go with me to the comex fair larh..' then i was like watever larh.. go there also cannt get anything.. dun go dun go lorh.. (humph.. watever larh!) then i came home and started to use the com.. this sat night i can use coz my bro went for some barbecue thing and he came home late so i used it lorh.. then aft tt i went and hop onto bed and was on the phone for about 2hr plus with DARLING CHRIS! ahah.. (sounds so les right.. muahaha) it has been a long long long time ever since we talk like tt le.. was like talkin and talkin until my dad and mom came in and nag nag nag.. (ya ya ya bla bla bla) then i was like ok.. (then i continue talkin.. haha :P) then in the end i cnnt take it le so i go zzz... oh ya i tried smthg and i realised i can actually talk and msg at the same time on my phone! didnt noe my phone can do tt.. haha.. (toot right me.. haha) then was quite fascinated by it.. dun believe can go ask ask chris.. (sounded damn high on the phone.. WHEEEE!) then i sent the last msg then i go 'orh orh' already.. =)
---------------------------------------------rmb ppl i said my dad threaten me say wat 'u dun go the fair tml larh' rmb rmb rmb but guess wat.. coz ystd night aft the arguement we didnt talk then he this morning sat on my bed and then started to fiddle with the ipod shuffle i borrowed and then he was like 'why no sound one' then i was like.. 'gimme' ( in a very half dead tone..) then i press press a few button then gt sound le lorh.. MAGIC! haha.. ('lame shit'.. quote frm ryan.. copyright hor XD) then aft tt i climbed out of bed coz ystd talk until no timing then by the time i asked for the time it wa already 1plus.. i slept at about 2 smthg i think.. then i woke up.. go wash up then dilly dally a bit then go expo le lorh.. took 1 hr to get there, queue up, find parking( tt one quite fast.. go there then gt one woman cumin out then ZOOM in le..) then went to grab a bite.. i bought orange julius chilli melt dog combo.. (very long nv eat le marh) then dad ate mee goreng.. then we went in to see le..
walk and walk.. quite tiring and gt alot of ppl.. then the ppl keep stepping on my toes! i was like wth larh.. why is the whole world stepping on my toes! pain one leh! then was lookin for the apple booth then FINALLY i found it and went there.. wanted to see the laptop but theres this two ppl infornt of the laptop then tt cough*FAT*cough lady and her same-size-son was like WAH occupy the WHOLE DAMN counter.. i was like standing behind them and fold my arms and give tt move- away- if- ur- nt- seeing kind of look.. grrrrr.. then later gt someone to serve us then my dad look see look see and yar.. then i was like quite impresses myself.. see..
this is just a rough pic larh.. then its kinda cool coz it has this parallel tt can change frm wondows to mac and vice versa.. then it looks nice also.. may get it aft o's but tt one also depend on my dad larh.. he say like until got so many problems.. haiz.. then aftwards say no le.. he can change mind like change underwear like tt.. but oh wells.. we'll see about it..
then yar this another pic of it just in case ur nv see b4.. hmm.. nice right.. haha then aft i see tt then we continued to walk around then i like dun wanna walk le... coz i have seen wat i wanna see le so i was like.. we can go le! then aft we went back to the car and then the car was SO hot! coz of the sun larh.. then on the way home was telling my dad bout it then was thinking ai ya aft o's then talk larh.. then go home then eat smthg then go zzzz awhile..then by the time i woke up was about 7 le.. then i see the weather like so nice so i told my mom i go downstairs park go walk walk.. then she say ok then i go ntuc awhile.. then i go park awhile and enjoy breeze.. (must be thinkin why i so free right.. haha!) then we had dinner and the FISH NT NICE! i was like omg.. gt smell one.. watever the smell is.. hope i wont get stomachache man.. geezz.. then aft tt my bro go back camp and here i am typing lorh.. then tts all for now folks! =)
Friday, September 01, 2006
was feeling damn bloody cold ystd night... was like squirming in my nice comfy blanket.. maybe coz i have been in the rain for two days in the row ba.. haha! then i presume today gonna be BOring.. ystd josh and ame and i went to ryan house to 'play' but in the end liek do nthg then aft tt suddenly i think i gt fever then like wanna die.. ahaha.. then aft tt i keep slping then josh keep saying tt i pig.. hmm.. then it goes off and on so who cares.. haha.. then when we went to play bball.. i pulled my muscle or smthg like tt.. argh! stupid me with my slippers.. grrr.. then aft tt i limp to j8 and couldnt take it anymore so i took a bus home and limp home.. so ugly.. haha! then reach home and stone.. then bathe.. so freezing cold larh.. then aft tt was sitting on my bed on the phone then dad come in and nag then mom outside also nagging.. then aft tt nt long i go zzz le.. SO COLD! hehe ;)
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that Ive moved on
Youll always be my baby,
I never found the words to say
Youre the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you.
just use.. wah.. then gt hi-fi set those can blast out music kind.. oh ya better be sound proof.. then can scream and shout our lungs out also no one will noe.. home theatre system... AND ALOT OF THINGS LARH!)
this is just a rough pic larh.. then its kinda cool coz it has this parallel tt can change frm wondows to mac and vice versa.. then it looks nice also.. may get it aft o's but tt one also depend on my dad larh.. he say like until got so many problems.. haiz.. then aftwards say no le.. he can change mind like change underwear like tt.. but oh wells.. we'll see about it..