Beautiful-ly dreaming <3

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Nthg much to talk about ba just that recently went for the fun-on-foot thinggy and we had to form grps of 3 and pair at diff stations as we are either station masters or activity masters.. thnx to wenjun who was my partner who accompanied me for 6 hours!! we were stationed at armenia church and tt was where ms joaquim whom our national flower was named aft buried there!! cool huh.. thnx for ur company and taking over for 5 min and for ur sharings too=)

other than tt my room has changed quite abit and everything else is still the same.. all the routines start coming up and so much is in my mind that i just cant get myself to settle down and study even though its less than a mth away now... oh wells i shall talk about it somewhere else before this entry gets too bad!=)

9:50 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

wanted to blog about this earlier but just dun have the feel to lol..

had ecd bazaar ystd.. i wld say it was a failure totally.. not to be biased or wat bt i think its the organizers that did not do a gd job in promoting the event before that and the location was rather bad.. many suffered losses honestly... we were ALL freakin tired aft the entire day was over and nt all of us went straight home to slp.. actually to be honest my grp made a loss as well if it was not for my cousin.. sigh... however i thought it was quite fun bt just SUPER tiring...

aft all these proj and stuff im rather tired from all of it.. just wish tt maybe next time i wld STOP taking lead or major role in the grp.. its rather tiring and im sick of it too.. im sure im nt the only bt it applies to all those who often take on main roles within the grp.. the responsibility might just crush u to death at times.. sigh..

these were some pics i took while i was too bored.. enjoy!

1:15 AM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

just send my bro off and came back bathe fin and here i am! haiz... quite sad la i mean its gd for me and lets just hope tt time wld fly! and when he is back i wld be done with my poly liao! hope i can show him smthg i myself is proud of!

in the car my dad and bro was saying hw much better i shld have done.. im really putting in effort le bt they just think its nt enough.. then they use things like psle and olvls to compare and expects me to do better than my bro which i think its hard.. my dad always compares us which makes me very tired.. i have to force myself to keep up to my bro's standard.. i almost cried when i was talkin to them and also when im typing now.. maybe im just vry tired frm all the stress and competition ba..

no matter wat my parents' and brother's expectation of me is pressurizing me... i told my dad and he was like ok i dun force u just do ur best.. bt i noe in his mind he expects more and tts means i must work even more!! and im tired.. i guess i dun have a choice now.. IM TIRED... give me a break pls.. *cnt cry cnt cry* ok stop le..

anw all the best to u kor and hope u wld enjoy urself and learn alot there! hope to see u soon and miss ya!;)

1:04 AM

Friday, July 04, 2008

today is a interesting day for me!! went to sch abit sot sot one.. also dunno wat happen to me.. maybe coz the past few days i study until wanna peng and then nt enough slp tts why my head hurts to the core..

met nisha and joined her for fmgt lect.. soon enough rj and suj came so ask them sit with us=) then came sx bt she sat behind.. suddenly nisha ask me take pic then i shock bt i say ok.. i was crazy throughout the whole time and nisha bully me!! Lol.. and i was playing with her nice long eye lash too! whoops! and coz rj accidentally draw on me, he had this "X-men" label in return hahaha..

went for ECD tut and i was sot-er!! laughed until my abs hurt like no body's business while suj was playing with rj's msn and i was the one who started to talk to anybody i cld find on his msn.. was freakin funny! so fun can!! then davin bought balls and tutu kueh for me and sx and some mysterious person ate my only nougat! stupid gay...

during break suppose to go donate blood with sx and rj de bt in the end sx and i nt 18 so cnt only left rj and i manage to persuade him go.. then he did it in the end although SOME mishaps happened..

Qn: Have u ever had abortion?

Ans: No. (U can? lol!)

Qn: Do u noe AIDS can be transmitted through blood?

ANS: No. (Confirm u dunno!! lol..)

In the end donate fin le so proud of u! I wld be dam scared if i was him.. gd job! in the gt this cert then forgot his raisin and milo-.- he gave me the blood drop tt he used to squeeze the blood out or watsoever de.. its in a shape of a blood drop dam fat and cute=)

then rushed home to meet my darling and ame and we ate long john!! so nice=) aft tt we went to play arcade and shop for present! 3 ppl play the drumania can u believe it!! its stupid bt we had fun! WE can ALL forget our unhappiness then=)

went home separately and here i am! oh ya! i realise r/s wont work if one party keeps things to oneself and refuse to share.. the other party WONT noe hw u feel or wat went wrong so ur shld open up and CLEAR UP THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS! dun wait till its too late ya;)

10:55 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Lao po and me think too much until mine is painful and hers is sot sot.. HAHA! went out today with her.. i think i feel the best when im with her as i can say all i want and she wld uds... even when in sch u cant just express wat u really feel.. no one wld noe wat ur feelin inside.. quite sad though...

today's "combine" lunch was ok.. davin and boo came too! so proud of them.. bt too bad only jh and dion was there if nt it might be quite funny bt ya it wasnt too bad.. then ltr boo me davin go lib and print myob then buy snacks to lect hall keke..

talked to teacher tt day and was discussing about why our class like tt... i also dunno why like tt... i hope next sem better ba coz i dun have the choice now anw... just hope my grp members with us and we move tgt ok le.. the rest i cant really be bothered... just hope its gd ok le.. need to buck up for my studies le so start mugging!! kekeXD

anw this few days dun feel well nt physically bt mentally.. and yea thnx to my darling, nisha, runjie, shuxian for cheering me up and accompanying me this few days!! THNX GUYS!! MUACKS!;) u guys made my day so much better thnx! a simple approach can bring me heaven and a simple gesture might bring me to hell also.

10:05 PM