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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Pain! argh.. went sentosa with my darling today... it was some living sancutary church thinggy.. darling's fren ask her go then she ask me go then i go lorh.. got sun burnt sia! lol.. rastus and rasmus is also from that church too.. met them and gary there also..

at first we went there then play water and crossed the bridge then went to the other side and there were fishes! darling was scared but in the end she went into the water.. brave sia.. *applause* overcome phobia leh.. then ate the lunch box then ate nacho cheese.. then aft tt we went to play water again, then soon aft we started to play with ras and his frens.. his frens are kinda nice ppl i suppose.. they started to dig 2 big holes then tried to connect it with a tunnel but aft much effort they gave up le, quite sad but oh wells its their choice.. at least they know they have tried and wont regret=)

Then the ras brothers kept pulling our legs in the water la! then my poor darling so scared tt she hug me like some koala bear like tt.. LOL.. so funny.. we had lots of fun la heheXD then aft everything we went to vivo bk to eat dinner then rastus, dunno-who and rainer tried to do funny things to us can! haha i shall not go into details bt we arent tt silly! we wont fall into the same trick twice! blaugh! =P

went back to tp coz darling didnt wanna take mrt to bishan le coz ALOT of ppl so we dropped off at bishan then i bought some stuff then we went back le.. coz VERY tired le aft a LONG day of fun.. lol.. k ba tts all for now folks.. wld try to update soon! ;)

8:45 PM

Friday, July 13, 2007

today gt no sch! cool rite! lol coz elearning and one module postpone ma.. tts why.. anw i went back to sch to practice for the audition tml.. representing nra.. i hope i wont embarass myself tml sia.. anw.. we all got blue black on our knee caps coz of all the dance and stuff..

aft tt i made my way to botak jones to surprise greg coz he is leaving for army tml le.. the food was alright bt the portion was very big and thus as usual i cnt finish.. had a great time with them and yea i was the youngest.. eh.. NONONO.. i wasnt! ben gwee was! rmb! lol.. anw i had fun with them and yea.. wish u all the best greg and see you real soon yea! this are some pics.. enjoy! =)

1:09 AM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

just came back from msia ystd morning about 2 smthg in the morning, had a great time with my cousins and stuff, it has been quite some time ever since myself and my cousins had such fun already, because we have either work or sch and its hard to meet up and this wedding gave us a chance to leave the busy sg life and go to msia and play our hearts out!

overall i really enjoyed myself although the next day i have a cmmon test coming up and i did badly in it, in all i might think its worth it.

today sch got some flu exercise thinggy and so the whole of BA have no sch.. bt we have a no. of elearning stuff to do and guess some of u might noe its DAM difficult for me to go online recently.. bt oh wells lets just hope i can get my internet back soon!!!!

slacking now so i shld do some blogging.. hehe.. i realised im someone that thinks alot which i think might not be very good because its like u can lead a very simple life but if u think too much u will end up not enjoying it.. i actually envy some of my frens as to how cheerful they are always when i see them.. for example, jerome, leonard, josceline and mabe junhu.

they seem to be ppl who doesnt noe how to get angry.. wierd logic huh? bt oh wells, i wished i was like tt bt too bad im nt.. heheXD sch hasnt been good for me, nt doin well in ALL common test, in cca etc.. haiz.. i think its just a point of my life where i just have to take things lightly ba=)

baby i will wait for you,

coz i dunno wat else i can do,

dun tell me i ran out of time,

if it take the rest of my life.

-elliot yamin-

1:49 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

i realised that there is no point because he doesnt even care.. (random)

They sayif you love something let it go
and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then I made 4 rights
now I'm back where I startedand you're back in my life.
The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
can somebody help mehelp me get out of this circle
get out of this circle?

11:50 PM

I said that i wld update my blog soon and here i am! lol had session during Ed today and yea.. i wanted to share at first bt dunno why just cldnt open up today... recently i think i have been feelin downcast.. not many ppl can see that as i kinda didnt show it.. mainly bcoz of my class i suppose.. it was very fun at first.. but as time goes by.. cliques start to break up and i seriously dun see any class unity anymore.. maybe some wont realise coz they are always together.. i mean i seriously understand also but oh wells.. lets just hope everything will turn out better..

bcoz of this, im finding refuge in my church frens and my NDP frens because from them i can really feel the concern and warmth they have for their fello mates i suppose.. now.. i mean in sch i dun feel the bond anymore as i used to.. so ive decided to spend on my frens who deserve it more i suppose..

maybe spending time with my church frens wld make me much happier as i dun have any thing tt i need to hide frm them.. im actually quite disppointed but oh wells.. maybe its just a process.. thnx shuxian for being there for me in sch yea... u really made me feel much better...

im going to msia in 2 days time, im getting abit emo now.. i doubt anyone cares anyway.. other than maybe my darling and my NDP frens ba.. also no one will realise and qn where i am de.. quite saddening but oh wells... these are part and parcels of life.. like wat joacs and greg shared.. i have the same feelin bt just didnt share.. do i make a difference? apparently my ans now is no and its hard to change.. bt anws.. goin to sch.. haiz.. nvm.. we'll see soon.. tata

12:24 AM