today has been a happy day for me! although needed to go sch for lesson in the morning bt i didnt mind it AT ALL! it has been some time ever since i had so much fun le=) lets say wat happended in the morning first...
went to sch for AAA tutorial where he went through past yr papers and some company accounts.. some of us thought we were late bt cher was ltr!! haha.. then he wore quite smart to sch today coz of graduation and when i told him he looked smrt he say stupid=.= haha was rather funny la the way he said.. he is one of the nicest tutor i ever had! in class boo me and sx were happily playing and learning at the same time.. love to learn things in a fun way keke=) gave boo my little surprise pressie! lol..
was a little blushes when i talk to someone in sch today.. wont say who coz if nt i will die.. only darling noes btw=) maybe there is a little "spark" i have tts why will shy ba *blush* bt oh wells tts nt impt.. just thinkin tt it has been quite some time ever since i blush liao lol!
aft lesson qin met sx and i then we went to see ong poh leng and talked to him about our itp deferment bt he kinda say tt is was nt really worth it to go shanghai trip so in the end all of us decided nt to go le lol!!
ate some little snacks then sx and i crossed the bridge leaving qin in sch then i went over to SP with my darling's bbt.. im here FREE delievery GIRL as wat she says... met her and the guys.. think was clement, bernard, hanrong, liming, junxian, shawn, nicholas.. hope i didnt miss out anyone and HI! just in case ur nv hear me reply=) we went to lib walk around use com then studied for about an hour OR LESS.. lol! talked alot about many many stuff... love the times we do tt;)
left sch for j8 and i took train with her and then we went j8 to play time crisis and initial D! had loads of fun bt today we both quite broke so nv really play alot.. we are getting gd and gun games! dunno wats the game called bt it was fun! then went to the other arcade and playedd somemore as it was cheaper and we play DDR=.= waste of our money when we both nv play v long le then darling's muscle ache and my leg hurts=.=
met my bro and mum for dinner then we ate at sakae then darling acc me till my bro came=) thnx swtheart! ate happily with kor and mummy and v full then we went ntuc to shop for groceries and my bro and i like become small kids like tt buy many things keke.. so fun! long time nv shop with bro le=) then we buy like kids stuff like marshmallow, ribena, milk etc.. then he carry like 9 cans of drink keke=P then we carry the rest..
came home aft tt and here i am! happiest day for the past weeks i suppose and i hope all these will stay on! will miss my bro when he go aussie de=( sobsobs..
eh... this whole week got elearning so gt no sch! but on wed need to go back for the last tut for aaa.. this few days has been nt too bad i wld say.. oh ya! i went to cut my hair and redyed my hair ystd.. so long sia.. and THEN i think the aunty kinda cut quite alot=( bt ok la it looks ok..
haha then this aftnoon went back to sch for envoys lunch then i ask my junior is my hair ok she gave me quite a funny reply.. she said " ok la got style.." then i was like "ok..." haha thnx anw! busy adding my frens on msn and frenster... keke im quite proud of myself hw i manage to find some of my frens on frenster keke=)
the thought of the need to study soon makes me so sian.. bt gladly ltr i goin out to shop with my long time pal lol! its a been a while ever since we met up and chill tgt le.. oh ya and HAPPY BDAY RYAN! haha dun say tt i forgot... (like u rmbered mine like tt kuku..) anw its the thought tt counts ma HOR... haha! anw im tired bt oh wells i shld be fine soon.. tata!
"Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding."
Having lessons now... according to my wife the blur blur tortise looking teacher haha! i was dam late today coz i missed the previous bus which i saw left infront of me as i was walking towards the bus stop over the overhead bridge.. and then on 93 i met my classmate and then on bus 74 i met darren lim.. haha was asking him wat kpt said during their tutorial.. then he told me he kenna suan.. so funny la.. we talked until reach sch... all late coz of the stupid traffic jam!!!
then i was in class quite bored co i very guai i did my tutorials le sio my frens all busy copying the ans the time i just tick can le tts why i can do this ma keke XD haiz... during the trip i listen emo songs in jap which i dun uds hahahah funny right! hw to emo when u dun uds wat they saying bt oh wells maybe its just the songs...
i also read my darling's blog then i realised tt shes so swt! (nt saying that now then i realised la bt ya... u get my pt..) haha thnx alot so much for being there for me during tt period of time coz i really needed someone to "lie" on.. thnx for helping me through tt time! Love ya! i really do! muacks muacks keke=) too bad she nt online nw if nt then can talk to her... ltr goin ief le so have to use lappy keke... anw tts all for nw folks! Feeling better bt nt yet gd so yea..
To my darling wife: You have done enough so dun say u cant help much! *Sayang* im sure our rainy days wld be over soon!=)
thank God tt the past few days i didnt have much appetite and i keep forgetting to bring money to sch and thus i have an extra $30 bucks at the end of this week... and so to make myself feel better i went to spend it all on shopping and arcade! this is one of my first few times tt i went shopping alone and played alone.. feel kinda shiok too..
oh ya and b4 i slept ystd nite i also thought of a way to make myself feel better! is to think tt as long as he is happy then can liao.. if by msging then will make him feel pissed then i wld rather nt do it to make myself feel better.. yup and so whenever i feel abit sad then tts wat i will tell myself! tts why jiayou pau pau! keke=)
and.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! love ya mummy!
=hope my rainy days will be over soon.. if nt i wld be so drenched tt i will fall sick.. (oh btw it doesnt really matter la anw im sick liao kekeXD)=
i somehow realise tt i shld not cry so easily coz i realise its a chain effect too! meaning that once it starts pouring it seems to be many many tt wld come aft tt! and it sucks! SO must control.. lol! must be the strong gurl i used to be last time! jiayou! i noe its hard but wat to do? Life still has to go on yea..
kinda regret some decisions tt i made in the past bt as its said it was in the pass le so i cnt change bt to accept it and learn from my lessons lorh.. ai yo as i type i also feel sad le bt NOPE i cnt cry haha... im quite sure i wasnt wrong in the things i did this few days and watever i said previously about ppl making use of me which i think might be true.. i thought tt i was very insignificant in the world has also proven me right coz no one seems to care when im troubled..
haiz.. wat a failure in life.. aft everything only a few of my close frens are around me here for me and beside me.. when ur at ur peak fair weather frens will just swarm around u.. wat a shitty world i wld say..
to end off i wld just like to remind ppl who reads my blog to treasure those tt u have and say whatever u wanna say to them so tt if the next moment either u or tt love one of urs is gone u wld nt live in regrets.. theres a saying tt goes like this "you wld nv learn hw to treasure till u have lost it.." stay happy! (i noe hw to tell ppl bt cnt tell myself funny rite...)
My world is spinning... coz i didnt sleep well this few nights esp ystd nite's and coz i didnt have appetite to eat the whole of today and tts why i kinda didnt eat... and i felt like i wanted to faint a no. of times le.. in class was feeling very bad bt i just cnt rest and it sucks...
oh ya and also been coughing the whole day.. very tired of it sia bt bo bian lo=) had lunch with joshua today and i can say tt it was smthg new aft a period of time.. enjoy ur 1st yr yea! suppose to slp earlier de so tt my headache wld get better bt i just dun feel like it so yea here i am!
grats to yow and company in getting thru the audition and keep up the gd work ya! those who didnt get in dun worry k! as long as u did ur best and had fun can le;) tts all for nw see u guys soon!;)
I just dun get it! why am i tearing for such a thing! wake up! its pointless! i have used up all my energy and im giving up le... i really am... whaever kept me holding is no longer as impt anymore.. just let it go...
ppl wld just say why do so much when ur nt getting anything back in rerurn! i noe when u give u wont expect anything in return bt we are all humans! u dare say u NEVER do? im just sick of sch now... maybe i shld just give myself a break from everything and find a spot tt can contain me...
im feeling very sick bt im too lifeless to think about it... wat are these sickness as compared to the pain that we suffer inside.. ha..
