Very sian larh... dad dun allow me to go out kle.. coz he want me to concentrate on my studies.. but i dun like to go out with my family larh.. sad to say but yar.. then today i went to have a super ex lunch larh.. my uncle gave us a treat as in 4 cousins including myself and my bro and my gonggong... it was really damn ex larh.. there was a total of six of us and we spent like 376 bucks on a LUNCH! but the food was super nice.. nt like some other restaurant where its ex but food like shit like tt.. then aft tt went to church.. was early coz nv go home and then went there straight.. say them painting the banner.. then went out to have dinner with my fam then i was askin my dad to get me a swimming costume coz the one he bought frm US was TOO big.. then he say wat i always liek to buy.. i was like WTH larh.. u see.. see how on earth can i go talk to my fam members like tt.. then i ask my mom to buy.. she also ask me dun talk bout this kind of stuff.. then WAT U WANT ME TO SAY! ai ya... i really dunno wat to say larh.. the most i just shut up and have my own life larh.. it may be better for me.. then worse is i kanna coop at home... cannot go out.. sigh.. days are bad for me larh.. seriously.. and coz of smthg tt happen yesterday tt was quite saddening for me but i decided to take it easy man.. and yea..!
when will days like tt end for me.. am i fine with it.. yes i can and i will try... pull up ur socks man... it will be over QUITE soon... can i control myself.. i dunno.. but i have to.. sigh...
