was sick this morning aft the recess.. who the heck noes wat happen but i suddenly had a super bad stomache pain and i presume it is wat we all commonly noe as gastric... yea.. and then i was damn piss, angry, sad and was in pain this aftnoon b4 and during our chem prac.. i was damn piss that SHE didnt even gave a damn bout how i was feeling as and whether i was alright from my gastric pain.. not even mentioning to offer help like wat a fren shld do.. thnx ling, tarcia, sarah and carmen for askin whther i was alright.. i appreciate tt.. was damn piss larh then was telling tt to eunice and she told me tt she was experiencing the same thing as well and she was like woah and started to cry.. then i was tellin her tt i nt so emo as to cry coz i was damn angry.. angry until i cannot discribe.. then the gastric just made it worse.. i wonder where the hell her conscience went to larh seriously.. nt mentioning her name was gd enough... gosh.. this is so sick larh.. honestly speakin who am i to u.. someone u can just come to whenever u wish and not.. ur totally wrong.. u are nt the only damn girl in the whole entire world i have to rely on... even if i had to faint on my way home alone i wldnt want to disturb U and ur frens happy conversation with each other which i care the least.. thnx phrav for walkin me to the bus stop.. thnx alot.. muacks.. if you happen to read this u can care or u can care less coz since i worthless to u then go keep ur other fren company.. like as if i cannt live without u like tt.. wat a FREN u are.. this is freaking wth larh.. anyway eunice dun worry kay coz u are nt alone on tt boat.. hehe.. im there too rmb.. =) oh yes.. thnx darrenlim frm taggin.. and yes here i am mentioning bout u yea.. haha.. thnx..
the pnw practice session on sat aft mass was damn cool luh.. coz this is my forst tme practicign so maybe i find it more woah.. haha.. was quite scary though.. holding tt mick right infront of ur mouth and the to keep up with standards of the seniors was quite scary.. some of us look damn stress larh and the fact tt we only have two weeks b4 the actual session... to be able to do it well was madness i think... and on sat we didnt actually bond and the fact tt we were like busy doin our own stuff we cldnt actually bond.. so was quite a waste.. we target to fin 4 songs but end up only doin 2 which is damn pathetic.. haha..ok tts for now folks..
