Thursday, September 28, 2006
its been sometime ever since i have been online to update on my blog.. aft the prelims last week and this week is a whole new start for me.. have been receiving all my papers this week and i can say tt i did SUPER SUPER badly.. can u ppl see tt i am damn sad now.. somehow in DEPRESSION liao larh.. seeing that frens around me are all doin well and so much better than me is so depressing.. dun really wanna talk about it le larh.. aft i feel even worse.. lets see wat thing i can talk about other than studies.. so depressing..
erm.. on mon i rmb i went to school with a partially injured right arm.. ARGH! coz of some muscle pull or dunno twisted or dunno wat shit larh.. as long as its pain can liao larh.. then when i tried to write it is somehow difficult.. then got papers back and its the start of my nightmares.. was very sad the entire week.. things got worse when some frens did things to make things worse.. shant talk about tt anyway.. but it was nice of some frens to console so yupps.. actually i shldnt be brooding over this right now.. JUST WORK HARDER FOR O'S! i HAVE HAVE HAVE to.. i start feeling the stress now.. must buck up sia.. if nt CONFIRM die one..
to make my days better i shld think tt its just a month more then aft two weeks of exam then IT WILL BE ALL OVER! think of the positive aft tt and the good results tt i will get aft tt then i think it will be all worthwhile i suppose.. then this whole week didnt feel good and then like tt lorh.. ystd went to run also gt no mood.. now in my brain everything is SAD SAD and SAD! ai ya just buck up now.. at least theres a month still.. just chiong for the last part of the race and then shld be fine le :) ok tts bout it folks.. tata ;)
