went to school early in the morning today for my mt o lvl retake..SIAN LARH.. then guess wat.. i actually lost my confirmation slip for the retake paper.. then went to school early to go office and get the replacement shit.. then ystd nite cnnt slp sia.. went to bed at 12 then toss and turn until 1 i think.. then dreamt twice.. first one dunno was playing wat shit then the second one dunno why then was crying?!?! haha.. dun laugh..XD so practically i was "ON" the entire night and when i sat for paper 1 today i was bloody hell DOZNG OFF! argh! was thinkin of completing the paper earlier then can slp but i took more than half an hour to search for words on the dictionary! tt is the no. of words i dunno how to write! then supposedly both paper fin at 12 so i told my dad wait for me at 12 but the EXAMINER la! drag and drag... then paper 2 i fin earlier but was worried my dad wld scold me so cant slp.. -.- it ended like at 12.45pm! wat is making things worse is tt i am so damn bloody sick la! i HAVE to recover soon and fast man.. o's are comin and i DUN CARE!.. geeez.. seriously i dun like exams u noe.. -.- then aft tt i was the first to chiong out of sch sia... and the private candidates some dress until so BIMBOTIC! cnnt stand it sia.. then theres this girl nt say very skinny came in YELLOW SHORTS! ai yo.. ugly like shit.. ir maybe its nt ugly but its DISGUSTING!.. geez.. tts for now.. feel so fat so may go jog later ba.. tata! =)
seriously i am damn pissed with my parents u noe.. this is how they encourage their children to tell them things?!?! i happily went to eat with them in the kitchen so tt we can have a talk and my dad actually scold me coz i told them i lost my confirmation slip.. i mean how wld they bloody hell noe if i didnt tell them at all.. a lesson learnt is nt to tell them anything unless they ask.. wtf la... so much for being open to them.. though i noe i shld get scolded but it sucks when they keep saying how much im nt serious about studying when i am like trying hard already! wat good timing they've got in discouraging me now when all i have is one week.. and congrats u have succeeded.. happy?!?! and he say tt if gt prob dun go to him if i dun tell him stuff.. i mean u think u can help? i seriously doubt so u noe.. wld u even noe if i didnt bloody hell tell u?!?! NO! they seriously dun think bout me okay.. tt is seriously wat i came to realise aft this time... all they see is wat i am NOT suppose to do but nt when i AM doin things i am suppose to but they JUST DUN SEE IT! ai ya forget it la.. they brought me to this conclusion and tts it.
