shall talk about wat has happened for the past few week... realised tt it has been some time ever since i updated.. paiseh... coz i have been working for the past 3 weeks so was dam busy and FREAKING tired.. realised tt it is really better to study than work sia.. let me think about wat has happened for the past week.. hmm.. we had this core team gathering and we played football.. went late.. didnt exactly wanna go bt cox promised jerome tt i wld be ther so i die die have to go show face.. and OH YA! thnx joshua for shielding the ball for me if nt the ball wld be come flying towards me and *piak* on my face liao.. thnx really..=) and then was kinda scolded for kicking the ball wrong way or smthg.. nt scolded bt ai ya u noe wat i mean... anw nowadays i feel tt everything i do is wrong and tt something is telling me to STOP WAT IM DOIN! maybe i unknowingly heeded the 'advice' so have nt been enthu about church stuff and activities anymore.. shall talk about tt ltr.. went for NDP practice aft palm sunday mass today and HE pang seh me.. dunno where he went bt then yea wanted to leave quite badly coz i feel so lonely there! firstly tt is nt my religion and the few ppl i noe is limited!! i dun even BELONG there at all! argh! when it ended i was freaking glad.. then aft tt gt home le.. oh yea had a talk with gerald and shawn aft our session meet and was glad to be able to share with them stuff and vice versa..
haha this part of the post is removed due to the scary conssequences tt occured so yea maybe i shld nt have posted... anw everything will be fine to those who HAVE read it liao thnx=)
