I said that i wld update my blog soon and here i am! lol had session during Ed today and yea.. i wanted to share at first bt dunno why just cldnt open up today... recently i think i have been feelin downcast.. not many ppl can see that as i kinda didnt show it.. mainly bcoz of my class i suppose.. it was very fun at first.. but as time goes by.. cliques start to break up and i seriously dun see any class unity anymore.. maybe some wont realise coz they are always together.. i mean i seriously understand also but oh wells.. lets just hope everything will turn out better..
bcoz of this, im finding refuge in my church frens and my NDP frens because from them i can really feel the concern and warmth they have for their fello mates i suppose.. now.. i mean in sch i dun feel the bond anymore as i used to.. so ive decided to spend on my frens who deserve it more i suppose..
maybe spending time with my church frens wld make me much happier as i dun have any thing tt i need to hide frm them.. im actually quite disppointed but oh wells.. maybe its just a process.. thnx shuxian for being there for me in sch yea... u really made me feel much better...
im going to msia in 2 days time, im getting abit emo now.. i doubt anyone cares anyway.. other than maybe my darling and my NDP frens ba.. also no one will realise and qn where i am de.. quite saddening but oh wells... these are part and parcels of life.. like wat joacs and greg shared.. i have the same feelin bt just didnt share.. do i make a difference? apparently my ans now is no and its hard to change.. bt anws.. goin to sch.. haiz.. nvm.. we'll see soon.. tata
