Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Haha im in class now and its BCA... oh tian.. anw i shall talk about my days theses few days.. it hasnt been good coz apparently im not exactly enjoying myself at home.. for a very simple reason is bcoz im having a cold war with my dad.. like "wow"..and the fact tt my bday is coming, i have a very big doubt in my mind tt im gonna have a happy bday coz yea apparently this whole week im busy and stuff.. till now which is wed, the war is still goin on and thur night i not free then fri night i also.. so dunno if can even celebrate or nt.. quite disappointed with him coz of wat he said.. like VERY disppointed... smtimes i cant help bt to feel tt its so unfair and stuff.. feel so being taken for granted at home.. oh well..nvm i shall talk about happy stuff.. went out with mel and chris a few days ago and had quite alot of fun.. cant exactly rmb the details bt it was fun correct le.. then as the new sch term begins, i find tt all my classmates have became nicer and more caring and thoughtful (or maybe its just me) except someone though.. cant believe hw much tt person changed.. oh well.. becoming emo le.. tts it for nw! cnt do nw coz no TB.. shall wait till ACTG to pass me his book lol=)---------------------------------aft sch shuxian and myself went to town to get her jap TB then on the way i suppose we shared quite alot.. i almost cried at one part while telling her though.. was on the verge bt i managed to control if nt so embarassing.. tonight's dinner wasnt so bad as my fam really did go and celebrate dinner with me and my dad kinda took the initiative so i shall nt hold back any more and we started to talk although it was a little diff... then aft everything i suppose a dinner with ur own fam is one of the most treasured thing on Earth ba..then as i was on the way home i just suddenly rmb smthg bad tt i just realised today.. quite sad.. actually in fact its the first time im being blocked on msn la WTH (or maybe even delete) ! im like angry and sad at the same time.. like why the hell do u have to do tt.. this once happen to my fren also and i thought it was totally childish.. i mean nt as if we are enemy or smthg.. still say wat forgive and all those bullshit! I think i was more sad bt nw im more PISSED.. finally i decided to delete it.. anw it doesnt make a diff coz it appears offline always anw.. like grow up! oh wells.. i shall nt let this thing disrupt my bday!
