i somehow realise tt i shld not cry so easily coz i realise its a chain effect too! meaning that once it starts pouring it seems to be many many tt wld come aft tt! and it sucks! SO must control.. lol! must be the strong gurl i used to be last time! jiayou! i noe its hard but wat to do? Life still has to go on yea..
kinda regret some decisions tt i made in the past bt as its said it was in the pass le so i cnt change bt to accept it and learn from my lessons lorh.. ai yo as i type i also feel sad le bt NOPE i cnt cry haha... im quite sure i wasnt wrong in the things i did this few days and watever i said previously about ppl making use of me which i think might be true.. i thought tt i was very insignificant in the world has also proven me right coz no one seems to care when im troubled..
haiz.. wat a failure in life.. aft everything only a few of my close frens are around me here for me and beside me.. when ur at ur peak fair weather frens will just swarm around u.. wat a shitty world i wld say..
to end off i wld just like to remind ppl who reads my blog to treasure those tt u have and say whatever u wanna say to them so tt if the next moment either u or tt love one of urs is gone u wld nt live in regrets.. theres a saying tt goes like this "you wld nv learn hw to treasure till u have lost it.." stay happy! (i noe hw to tell ppl bt cnt tell myself funny rite...)
