Cldnt sleep ystd night and because of that it got me thinking about many many things.. dunno if its gd or bad bt maybe sometimes it goes too wild and it turns uncontrollable.
firstly coz it was quite late i cldnt slp so kept goin into the living room and my bro was playing his game so i was like talkin to him and he replied bt abit only lorh.. then i went back to bed and toss and turn and then somehow i feel kinda lonely slping alone out of a sudden (though i have been for dunno hw many yrs le). then i think i will feel worse once my bro is gone.. haiz.. sobsobs.. i will miss him! confirm. though we always argue bt he is my only bro anw..
the next thing i thought about was wat gil said tt time when i told him about my r/s and stuff, dunno if wat he said was true bt it did kinda change my attitude towards it.. smthg he said struck me was "if i was him i wld have found it irritating.." maybe its true i mean who noes.. so i stopped watever i was doing from then on lo.. thnx for the talk anw.. hope ur doing well.. will be praying for u and ur family!! =) for some reason im worried for u bt maybe i shall just keep inside la hor.. haha..
must be thinkin i dam free to think so many things right... told u i cnt slp liao ma! KEKEXD went stationary shopping with my bro today! so fun.. i love buying stationaries keke.. have ur heard buy stationary to until about 50 bucks or not!! so funny.. and thnx kor! (coz he paid for all of it ahahah!=P) such a meanie right lol.. i think wat i can do now is to spend as much time with him b4 he fly ba! all the best!;)
=there are many more thing that is worth my time than academic satisfaction (I finally uds wat u meant)=
