just send my bro off and came back bathe fin and here i am! haiz... quite sad la i mean its gd for me and lets just hope tt time wld fly! and when he is back i wld be done with my poly liao! hope i can show him smthg i myself is proud of!

in the car my dad and bro was saying hw much better i shld have done.. im really putting in effort le bt they just think its nt enough.. then they use things like psle and olvls to compare and expects me to do better than my bro which i think its hard.. my dad always compares us which makes me very tired.. i have to force myself to keep up to my bro's standard.. i almost cried when i was talkin to them and also when im typing now.. maybe im just vry tired frm all the stress and competition ba..

no matter wat my parents' and brother's expectation of me is pressurizing me... i told my dad and he was like ok i dun force u just do ur best.. bt i noe in his mind he expects more and tts means i must work even more!! and im tired.. i guess i dun have a choice now.. IM TIRED... give me a break pls.. *cnt cry cnt cry* ok stop le..

anw all the best to u kor and hope u wld enjoy urself and learn alot there! hope to see u soon and miss ya!;)